Approximately 10 minutes into praying, three devils appeared. The first was a headless male. A female demon wearing a gown, with a noise of a strong wind, tried to scratch me with her sharp nails. An enormous snake with a head at both ends appeared, with each head fighting to go first. I cried, “Jesus, save me. Please help me!” He came quickly and drove all of them away.

After Jesus left us, a female demon wearing a gown approached me; she looked like a school girl. I paid no attention to her and continued to pray in tongues. She forced her face in front of me and tickled my nostrils with a feather, while I prayed. I commanded her to leave.

There have been many different demons appearing and many strange things happening since I started praying diligently. The deeper I go, the more I encounter things that are unseen in the natural world.

Yesterday, our neighboring church’s pastor and his wife came to talk over a cup of tea. They asked if they could join the prayer meeting. I tried to avoid the conversation without being obvious, but because she repeatedly asked and I didn’t want to seem disrespectful, I finally gave in and said yes. I knew in my heart I should NOT have done it. Serious anguish filled my heart, because I remember Jesus told us not to share our prayer meeting with anyone outside our congregation until after the book was published. They have no clue what was going on and during our prayer service, we are engaged in life and death battles with demonic spirits.

Jesus required me to be firm and reject the pastor’s wife’s desire to join the prayer rally. I failed, and in my deepest heart of hearts, I was afraid of what was going to transpire because of my disobedience. The Sunday night prayer service ended strangely because of the pastor’s wife’s unwanted attendance. In the early morning around 2 am, I finished the first part of the prayer meeting and I wanted to send her home, but she sat around as if she had something to say. I made certain that no one from the prayer team disclosed anything, but my wife and I somehow ended up disclosing the details of the secret.

I revealed that we had been visiting Heaven and Hell on request and many have received the gifts of spiritual sight, prophesy, distinguishing between the demonic and Heavenly spirits, speaking in tongues, faith, wisdom and knowledge. I disclosed that I was in the process of writing these events into a book which will be published, so I encouraged her to go back to her own church to pray diligently.

God had planned to open my spiritual sight this Sunday night at the prayer rally and He had verified this with the members whose spiritual vision was opened. But God was enraged by my inability to keep His secrets. My simple mind thought it was alright to disclose some secrets, but I made a huge mistake. For this reason, the plan to open my spiritual eyes was withdrawn.

Jesus was overcome with sadness. During prayer, Sister Baek, Bong-Nyo cried out, “How can what we said be such a big deal?” She sobbed disconsolately. Because I couldn’t keep the secret, I became a wretched human being and I couldn’t stand the guilt. How did Samson feel? When Samson revealed his secret of being a nazirite, he betrayed his relationship with God.

Since Sunday, I had been praying in tongues for three days. My body suddenly felt burning hot and I started praying even more powerfully in tongues. A bright light shone down on me and I burst into tears, with a prayer of confession. Tears and sweat covered my face, while a long list of sins I had committed came to my mind.

I never kept the Sunday holy to worship God, despite my title as a deaconess at my church and I often gave my pastor such a terrible time. He poured out countless encouragements, as well as scolding. But they went in one ear and out the other. My outward appearance was a proper ‘deaconess,’ yet my heart didn’t have any connection to God. This was the main reason why I wanted to attend the prayer vigil and I was determined to be transformed.

The day I was to receive my spiritual gift was postponed, because I did not obey the Lord’s command to keep His secret. I shared this secret with my close friend and this made Jesus extremely angry. Humanly speaking, it was not a big deal. It’s a mistake that anyone can make, but God’s thoughts are completely different from ours. As we explore deeper into the spiritual world, the Lord wants us to become more spiritually sensitive. Until the book was completed, He demanded that we sever ourselves from the outside world. For three days, I repented day and night, but the Lord’s wrath didn’t seem like it would subside. Jesus commanded me to stop writing the book. The possibility of my daughter Joo-Eun’s gifts of spiritual distinction, prophesy and all six spiritual gifts being taken away, as well as other members’ gifts, filled my heart with sadness. It was like a curse.

I didn’t know what to do. I thought, “How do I pastor this church? Am disowned by God?” These shameful thoughts filled my heart. But, I couldn’t sit back and give up. I cried, repented, supplicated, shouted out, and prayed in all the different methods of prayer I could think of, as I continued to sob loudly. When I delivered the evening sermon, I couldn’t see in front of me, because my eyes were so swollen. The four to five hour sermon I usually delivered so easily was difficult and I couldn’t give my sermon that night. The lights were turned off and with songs, we all prayed for repentance for our sins.

“Lord, please give me one more chance!” I prayed. I used every Bible verse that applied to me to thoroughly plead my case. Every member of the prayer team cried and prayed zealously with me. Oh, I was tearfully touched and thankful to my congregation! The Lord had mercy on these young and poor congregational members.

When the Lord heard our touching prayers, He decided to give me another chance. The Lord clearly stated from this point on everything must be kept secret, until the book is completed. No one outside of the group is to know of these things. Even to the congregation, the Lord did not want every detail to be announced, but only a limited portion to be shared. Every conversation regarding the subject must be approved by the pastor and be limited to minimal information shared.

While praying for 30 minutes with my hands held high, both my arms and hands started moving in some sort of pattern. At first, my right palm moved outward. After praying continually in tongues my left palm started outward as well.

The movement was very slow. I thought, if this was the pace of spiritual awakening, I wouldn’t last an hour. For other members, even after a short prayer, Jesus revealed Himself to them and they were able to see the demonic spirits. I’m a pastor, but He dealt with me very arduously. It took an average of 20-30 minutes before I saw any sign of change and at this rate, I was anxious not to lose my will.

I prayed for two to three hours and, as usual, my hands repeated the movement when suddenly, I felt an electrical shock mercilessly passing through my head. I thought, “This is it; this is my introduction into the spiritual world,” and I was filled with curiosity. I prayed more powerfully, while the electric current vibrated throughout my body continuously.

As usual, I was praying with my hands held high, for roughly four hours. Suddenly, a shapeless body came and twisted my wrist. It stabbed my neck with a sharp instrument and the right side of my back felt like it was being sliced with a sharp knife. I cried in great distress and collapsed forward, as my body became paralyzed. I struggled, but it was no use.

I gasped for breath. The demons traveled rampantly through my body and caused aggravating pain. I tried to stop all movements, but the pain continued. My entire body went numb. Every muscle, nerve, joint and bone were agonizingly painful. I couldn’t even cry out, even though I was in so much pain. The more I screamed, the more the wounds pulsated with pain.

“Lord! I’m so sorry. Save me. Please save me! I can’t bear this pain,” I cried. The praying congregation was shocked and immediately ran up to the pulpit. They were all very frightened. They didn’t know what to do, so they helplessly looked to me for a sign. I screamed out, “You filthy demons, in the name of Jesus the Nazareth, flee from me!” The demons didn’t leave. On many other occasions when I uttered the name of Jesus the demons immediately fled, but this time no matter how loudly I yelled they did not budge.

They began choking me, moving down my neck and back and hacking me continuously with an ax, while mangling both my arms. Finally, they made it impossible to speak. I could only breathe and even that caused great anguish and pain all over my body. I gathered up all my strength and urged the entire congregation to encircle me and pray as if their life depended on it. “Lord! Lord! Save me!” These words involuntarily came out of me.

The members cried out. I asked the members with the gift of spiritual sight to quickly identify what kind of demons were inside me, but they unanimously said they couldn’t see anything at all. All this time, my right wrist was twisted and paralyzed.

Our neighboring church pastor’s wife doesn’t have the kind of faith that will draw demons to her, nor does she follow demons around. From what I know, she is a prayer warrior who prays diligently. The demons tried very hard to hide their identities and looked for a vehicle to use. When they knew the pastor’s wife wanted to visit, they followed her in and utilized the human’s persistent need for compassion as a lure.

“Jesus, show us the demon’s identity. Jesus, please reveal them to us,” we all prayed. Then, someone shouted, “Wow! I see them. I can see!” There were about 15 demons that looked like round lentil pancakes. They had many eyes and they rolled around my body. The rest were demons of various shapes and sizes. There was an enormous centipede, a caterpillar, a dark shadowy demon, a female demon, and a lion. I frantically asked the congregation to encircle me and to pray earnestly in tongues, touching the painful areas of my body. They began to touch my body and started to pray.

Sister Baek screamed, “Pastor, the demon transformed again.” I asked, “What is it now?” She responded, “It’s awful! This time it changed into a black centipede. It’s biting your neck with its two sharp fangs and with a thorn it stabbed the inside of your body. What do we do? The centipede is stuck on your back!” Immediately, I felt an unbearable pain and jumped up, causing me more agony. Then, I collapsed forward.

I cried out again, “Lord, please help me!” No matter how loudly I called, He didn’t come. I urged the congregation, “Hurry and call on Jesus!” They called out together, “Lord, where are you? Please hurry and help our pastor!” After they pleaded, Jesus appeared before us.

In the Bible, when Jesus spoke, the demons trembled with fear and surrendered to Him. There must have been a reason Jesus was taking His time. Jesus wanted to test the resilience of our congregation and for us to experience a united effort to drive out demons. The prayer rally began at midnight and continued until 7 am the next morning. My body was still in agonizing pain and the congregation continued their prayers.

As the congregation surrounded me in prayer, my stomach growled, filled with gas. My body ached and my stomach was in so much pain I couldn’t stand it any longer. There was a very unpleasant odor from me that bothered the congregation. I was very ashamed; it seemed like something rotting inside me was coming out.

Someone said, “Please control yourself.” With that, everyone burst into laughter. I said, “It’s not the time to laugh. Continue praying to God.” They respectfully returned to prayer. “Joo-Eun, is the Lord still taking the demons off of me?” I asked. “Hurry and see.” Immediately, three members reported that Jesus was grabbing the demons one by one and tying them up. The two remaining demons weren’t giving up easily. Jesus finally captured and bound all the demons that had tormented me. He promised to throw them into the fiery pit.

When I returned home and lay down to rest, the wounds from the biting and scratching were unbearable. It was so excruciatingly painful that when I breathed or lay down, I would shout out in agony. My wife, Joseph, and Joo-Eun began to pray earnestly.

Haak-Sung’s house was ten stories high and the support columns for the 11th story were already being built and Yoo-Kyung’s house had seven stories. Jesus told me, because the secret of our church was disclosed by pastor and his wife, 50 stories of the pastor’s house and 30 stories of his wife’s house collapsed.

A few moments later, two beautiful angels descended from Heaven. They were tall and very handsome. One of them I knew was the Archangel Michael and the other introduced himself to me saying, “Sister Baek, Bong-Nyo, I am Gabriel and I stand before God. The Lord commanded me to escort you, so I’ve come.” I replied, “Oh yes, thank you.” They started taking me up into the atmosphere. Suddenly, a large group of demonic spirits appeared to blockade us.

We went evangelism witnessing from 4 pm until 7 pm. Afterwards, I headed to church to pray. I saw our pastor praying and crying on his knees with his arms held high. I saw Jesus standing beside the pastor. Jesus was wearing the crown of thorns and crying as He gazed down at our pastor. Jesus’ head was bleeding heavily and His blood dripped onto His gown. He was drenched in blood. Jesus embraced Pastor Kim and he continued to cry. All the lights were off in the sanctuary, but near the pulpit, a bright light was shining out of Jesus. In the background, a song about Christ’s suffering named ‘The Three Nails’ played continuously.

In the evening sermon, the pastor told us, “When the demons appear, don’t be afraid, but fight boldly face to face! Those filthy demons are nothing, so don’t fear them. When you go deeper into the spiritual realm and pray boldly, you will find opposition [in the form of demons]. When you do, capture it and tear it into pieces; destroy it!” I thought to myself, “How can we do such a thing to the terrifying demons? He must be exaggerating.” But the pastor repeated it with a firm conviction, “We can do this. We have been attacked and have handled much abuse. It is now our turn to avenge and attack them.” Then, he visually taught us how to physically attack them.

“Can we really capture the demons?” I thought. So far, we were able to use the name of Jesus as a weapon, but now we were told we could engage demons with physical hand to hand combat!

Later, I saw a demon that appeared to be a little innocent boy with a red bandana. He had an ability to play gross tricks with his eyes. I tried to cast it away in the name of Jesus, but this demon resisted and didn’t budge easily. I persistently prayed, clenching my teeth. Then, the demon vanished.

I realized how many different types of demons there are. I witnessed them bothering other members. They constantly came and went and were moving around busily in utter confusion. While I prayed, I wondered how Pastor Kim was doing. I looked over at him, but instead of seeing him I saw a ball of blazing fire in his place. Surprised, I opened my eyes to confirm what I saw and I saw Pastor sitting in his seat as usual praying. When I closed my eyes again, I saw a big ball of blazing fire. Demons were standing beside our pastor without being able to attack him, so they moved on to attack the congregation.

Suddenly, a long haired female demon appeared and bit my left arm with her Dracula-like fangs. I tried to shove her away, but couldn’t. I couldn’t think straight, because the pain was so agonizing. And then, another demon attacked me. I called, “Lord, Lord, help me. Please help me!” I moved close to pastor’s wife and I continued to pray with my hands held up high. About 100 demons came to distract me from praying. I counterattacked by shouting, “You filthy demons, why do you live like this? Why are you bothering me?” One with sharp fangs rushed toward me shouting, “We want to send you to Hell.” I responded, “What? Hell? You are hilarious! Hey, you filthy demons, flee from me. In the name of Jesus, flee from me.” In that instant, every one of them fled. I realized if I wanted to visit Heaven, I would need to fight hard against evil demonic forces.

Two splendid angels came to escort me to Heaven. They were Michael and Gabriel. They cannot be compared to any other angels. “Our beloved Jesus commanded that sister Baek, Bong-Nyo be escorted, so we’ve come personally.” I was humbled by how special the Lord treated someone so insignificant as me. I didn’t know how to react. I could hardly contain my excitement and I eagerly followed them.

The skulls weren’t dead, but slowly moving and screaming. It was piercing to my ears. The skulls would get into a tangled up mess, as some slipped and fell below. They would shove one another to climb back up to the top. They complained and shouted at each other saying, “Oh, I’m suffocating! You bastard, move! Are you going to move?”

There were so many skulls I couldn’t count them. On one side, I heard someone say, “You bastards, it’s too crowded here. This stuffy place is killing me!” The skulls below were saying, “You bastards on top, you are crushing me! Stop crushing me!” Those skulls at the bottom had many puncture wounds.

As we continued, we came to a large flat barren land. There was an enormous cactus-like plant, but it had no visible thorns. In front of it were swarms of tiny bugs and something was moving on the plant. Jesus told me to look closer and as I walked toward the plant, I saw my younger brother together with countless naked bodies. They were all tangled and stuck on the cactus. Everyone was covered with tiny bugs that were eating their flesh, while the people screamed in pain.

Even with all the screams of pain, I could hear my brother’s voice clearly. “Sister! My dear Bong-Nyo sister, why are you here again? Ouch! This is unbearable. This is so painful!” Everyone screamed in pain as all kinds of bugs bit and tore their flesh off, digging into their bodies. I couldn’t even see an inch of skin, because so many bugs covered them.

“Mom, even though I see you in so much anguish, I can’t do anything to help you. I’m so sorry!” I said. My mom pleaded with me, “Please, Bong-Nyo, never ever come back to Hell. I’ve died and been brought here to suffer, but you must continue following the Lord until the end. Don’t end up here like me, but make sure you go to Heaven.”

I begged Jesus for help, but He couldn’t do anything. When I cried out louder, the evil demons mercilessly threw my mother into the pit. The maggots swarmed quickly, crawled up her leg and dug into her flesh and bones. She cried out in agony and jumped around frantically, as the other people were doing. Her screams were soon smothered by the screams of all the people.

I began to hear my younger brother suffering to my right. He cried out, “Sister, the bugs are eating my body alive. Oh, I’m in so much pain! Older sis, please beg Jesus to help me right now!” The bugs stabbed my brother and poison spread through his entire body, turning him black. My brother had committed suicide, but I had no idea the penalty for such an act was this terrible. I pleaded with Jesus, but again He said it was too late. I even cried out to my Heavenly Father, but He also said no. Soon, my brother’s body was just a black skeleton, but he was still screaming. “Sister, hurry and leave this place. You must never come back to this place. Do you understand?”

The vicious demons enjoyed torturing others. They began chopping our pastor’s father up. He screamed, “Ouch! Please save me. I’m sorry. Please stop! Forgive me!” It was awful. On Earth people would faint or die, but in Hell there was no dying or fainting, only gruesome screams. All your senses are alive there.

The people inside the pan were yelling, “Hey, you wicked bastards! Take me out of here. You’re burning me alive! Get me out now! I can’t see anything. It’s hot! I’m dying here!” They also said curses I don’t want to repeat.

I was praying in tongues and my body felt like a burning fire ball. It was -10° outside and we turned all the heaters off. Inside the church was cold. But the Holy Spirit was upon us so the bitter cold didn’t bother us since the Lord transformed our bodies into blazing fire. We had to take off our thick winter garments and only wore light short sleeved clothes.

I was hit with the fire of prayer, like blazing sunlight shining down. We were drenched in sweat, as if we were under the hot sun. Normally I’d be shivering, barely able to make it through the prayer vigil. I felt my prayers getting deeper and deeper. After about an hour, my hands started to move involuntarily. The movements varied and were very smooth.

Until then, I was only able to observe the pastor’s wife’s and Sister Baek Bong-Nyo’s spiritual dancing and I’ve deeply longed to receive the same gift. I pleaded, “Lord, help me to dance the spiritual dance! I’m yearning for this spiritual gift. Lord, I’m sincerely longing for it. Help me to experience what this spiritual dancing is all about.”

Throughout my Christian life, I had never experienced or been filled with the spirit. I was very sinful and always ashamed before the Lord. Lately, I’d been experiencing the power of the Holy Spirit more during the weekday prayer vigils than in the Sunday service. The Sunday service is merely two hours dedicated to God with praise, prayer, sermon, as well as announcements. It leaves me spiritually wanting more.

I was filled with joy, singing praises before God. I sang ‘Bless the Lord, my soul’ and God the Father listened to me sing. He danced with joy and whenever He moved, unfathomable colorful rays of light brightly poured out of Him. In front of Father God was a book, larger than a mountain, and He was looking at it. 

Our Pastor was still suffering the agonizing pain from the previous demonic attack. He told us we’ll be able to capture the demons with our hands tonight and asked us to prepare to retaliate against them. In unison we shouted, “Amen!” It was time for prayer service, so I prayed in tongues diligently.

A male demon, wearing a torn undershirt, slowly approached as though it was looking for a sign from me. I thought of rolling it like a bowling ball. When it got close enough, I extended my hand and put two fingers in its eyes and one into its nostril. I threw it like a bowling ball and, with a bang, it slipped and disappeared.

Once again, a demon with long hair and wearing a gown appeared. It gave me chills, because she was bleeding from her eyes and lips. I ran after it, grabbed it, slapped its face, and pounced on it. I felt so triumphant! I told it, “Just stop coming here! You’re annoying, you demons!” After a continuous beating, it ran away screaming. This was amazing; I was having so much fun slapping the demons silly!

Sometimes during sermons, I witnessed angels pouring a kind of oil upon our pastor’s head and his sermons would resonate more powerfully. When the sermons were about the identity of certain demons, those demons would secretly hide in one corner and shiver with fearful expressions.

Today, I saw two beautiful angels descending slowly. They were much taller than humans and respectfully said, “Greetings, sister Joo-Eun.” In their hands was a beautiful, brightly-shining garment,

with wings on the backside. “Sister Joo-Eun, this garment is quite beautiful, isn’t it?”

I replied, “I want to try it on right now.” They tenderly dressed me in it. The angels stood on both sides of me and held my arms. I was filled with strength and soared up toward Heaven. Soon, we left the atmosphere and the earth became more distant. We flew to a place where the stars of the Milky Way were scattered all around. It was magnificently beautiful. Both my arms relaxed to my side and I noticed the wings on my garment trying to flutter. For some reason, we could go no further. I thought, “I wanted to go all the way to Heaven, but what is going on here?” The angels explained to me, “The reason is that you didn’t pray hard enough, so we can only proceed this far.” I was disappointed and we started returning back to earth.

Earth looked so beautiful from space, but I couldn’t believe it was such small planet. Today was filled with missed opportunities, but I learned an important lesson about prayer. In order to travel all the way to Heaven with prayer, I have to gather all my strength into it.

While I was praying, Jesus took me to visit Hell. Soon a huge pillar appeared and I could vaguely see objects moving on it. When I looked closer, I saw there were countless thousands of people stuck to it. They were naked and tied up so tightly they couldn’t even budge. White bugs were eating away at their flesh, as the people screamed in agony. After all the flesh was off, and only a skeleton was left, their flesh would return and the horrific ordeal would repeat again. 

I was still in great agony from the demonic attack the other day, but God graciously enabled me to give sermons and sing praises with a pain level I could deal with. With all my strength, I prayed with my hands up high. I started feeling electrical shocks entering through both hands. The current was strong and it continually flowed through every part of my body.

God poured anointing oil on me, but my physical pain didn’t subside. Praying with my hands held high was dreadfully tough. There were times I felt a sharp pain as if being stabbed with a needle. Then, I would take my arms down. When the pain lessened, I lifted my arms back up to pray and I repeated this continuously.

I was determined to pray with my hands held up. Suddenly my left palm moved slightly away, towards the outside. Then, it fell some more and within an hour, my left hand completely turned over from facing inward to facing outward. It took about three hours for my right palm to slowly move from inward to outward. I was stuck in this position for quite some time. Both my arms and hands were paralyzed and I prayed in that state for more than four hours. It was torturous.

I didn’t know if this work was truly from the Lord, so I shouted, “Satan, flee from me! Leave from me!” Jesus uttered no words. Instead, He continued to pour joy, peace, and the fire of the Holy Spirit into my shaking body. I started remembering the past sins in my life, so I began to repent. I repented of my unworthy life as a pastor and my crazy addiction to playing sports. That sin led me to negligently serving the Lord. I tried repenting for every single sin. With both arms and hands twisted, I continued to pray with everything I had until I collapsed from the pain.

I really love sports and when I played I would be deeply engaged, completely forgetting about the Lord. This hurt Him. My addiction covered a wide range of sports including bowling, soccer, and especially badminton. I sincerely wanted to keep fit, but I wasted so much time with sports. I would often go out to the badminton park, near the mineral spring water resort. There I released all my stress. Playing sports is not wrong, but many things we do can preoccupy our minds. The deeper I experience the spiritual realm, the more I realized that my love of sports had hooked me into an addiction. These obstacles continued to accumulate and hurt my spiritual growth. I sobbed and repented for everything.

Today, my hands were also being twisted, as with our pastor. Jesus explained it to us, through Joo-Eun’s gift of prophecy. For a pastor and his wife, it would be much more difficult for their spiritual eyes to be opened, a very painful process. There are many different types of prayers, but the most powerful prayer that will speed up the process is one of tearful repentance. 

Compared to others, I don’t shed tears very often. It may be because of my strong personality. No matter how hard I’m praying and calling out to the Lord, I can’t cry, even though I have tried. I asked the pastor for help and he said I lacked a contrite spirit. He encouraged me to ask the Lord for a contrite heart. 

All afternoon I prayed with a contrite and repenting heart and the Lord poured onto me the blessing of tears of repentance. The Holy Spirit covered me with tears and sweat. I was choked up with tears as I cried uncontrollably. Speaking through Joo-Eun, God told me my tearful repentance was acceptable to Him.

The pastor told us not to be afraid of demons, but attack them directly. He shouted, “Step on them and cause them pain! Gouge their eyes out and mash them up. Grab them and shake them all around.” It was very fun and gave me a burst of energy. Since I’m easily scared, the pastor told me to never show fear or demons will attack harder. I was determined to be tough.

Later, a skull demon attacked me, so I quickly prayed, “Lord! Give me an ax!” Suddenly, there was an ax beside me. As the demon approached, I took the ax and hacked it until his skull broke into pieces.

When my grandmother saw me, she said, “Yoo-Kyung, I can’t stand this painful heat any longer! Please help your grandmother. Ask the Lord to help me get out of here.” She didn’t know what to do; she was running madly around. Her white garment was even on fire. My grandmother shouted “Yoo-Kyung, I’m glad you’re here. Please, I beg you to get me out of here! I can’t bear this heat any longer.” I attempted to get her out by extending my hand, but the Lord firmly reminded me I could not.

While I was praying, a muscular male demon in a white iron mask started swinging a large sword at me.

I didn’t fear. Instead, I took its sword away and beat the demon’s head with it. I could hear the metal clanging against metal. I ripped its mask off and saw disgusting maggots all over its face.

Another demon appeared that had smoke flowing from it. Soon the smoke took the shape of a human. I could see people trapped inside the smoke, begging for help. I knew this demon swallowed people. I began to pray in tongues, calling out to Jesus. “Jesus, help me! The demon is trying to swallow me up. Hurry and help me!” As I called out, the Lord immediately appeared and destroyed the demons.

I was on fire, praying in tongues. Three horrifying dragons appeared. The first dragon had various patterns and round shapes all over its red body. The second dragon had red and blue vertical lines blended together that made me feel chaotic when I looked at it. The third dragon had blue and yellow horizontal stripes blended together. They came as if they wanted to swallow me whole, but I firmly shouted three times, “In the name of Jesus, flee from me!” They fled.

While I was praying in tongues, three demons attacked me all at once. One had a human face and a dragon’s body. Another was a skull demon and the last one had a metal mask on. Surprisingly it was carrying a loud chainsaw and tried to cut off my hands. I had

to be in total concentration. If I let my guard down for one second, I would have been sliced. I wasn’t going to lose, so I dodged and escaped the attack. During the fight I took the chainsaw away and sliced the demon’s hands off. It was screaming and the other two demons desperately ran away from me.

A little while later, I heard loud marching footsteps of an army around me. It seemed like hundreds of feet marching in unison. I saw a large group of demons storm toward me, all wearing military uniforms. I knew the demons that were coming to attack me were getting much tougher than the ones before. But, by mentioning the name of Jesus, they all fled.

I was crying out to the Lord with my hands held up high for about 30 minutes. My hands started circling over and over again. My left hand began to move from inside to the outside, followed by my right hand mimicking my left. Suddenly, both my hands began to twist outward like a pretzel and stuck in that position. It was a torturous, awkward position that was hard to bear. Then, my hands twisted in the opposite way, from outside to inside, at a one second intervals again. First, my left hand, then my right hand was twisted inward and I was stuck in that position for another 30 minutes. Because the progression was so slow, I was becoming impatient and angry.

I complained, “Lord, why do you make me suffer so much? If you’re going to flip me inside out do so quickly. It seems you playing with me. What are you doing to me? I’m impatient. Wouldn’t it be convenient for both of us if you would just give me what I needed all at once?” I began to attack the Lord with my complaints, “Lord, if you would just hit me with Your Holy fire and open up my spiritual eyes wouldn’t it be beneficial to both of us? Who can receive spiritual gifts if you make it this difficult to obtain?”

I pleaded for and demanded the spiritual gifts. I cried out, screaming with all my might, but the Lord continued to repeat the works of the Holy Spirit through the twisting of my arms. He did this dozens of times. I thought, “What spiritual gift is He trying to give me? What kind of spiritual gift is this?” I was very irritated and I urgently desired the transformation to happen quickly. But the Lord didn’t share my feelings of urgency. Instead, I was frustrated with His pace.

It was about four hours later when the twisting of my arms stopped and my hands began to move from front to back. I tried to relax my arms, but the rhythmic shaking continued, no matter what I did. It was actually humorous. I was told prophetically I was in the process of receiving the gift of healing and the power of miracles.

Soon, we were walking down a road in Hell. The stench of decaying flesh made my stomach turn and there was endless darkness. I held the Lord’s hand firmly. In Hell, there’s only suffering for eternity. We came to a place where people in a fiery pit were screaming for help. The fire was very intense. There were countless people, all naked, jumping and screaming inside an enormously large drum. I saw my father again. He began sobbing, “Bong-Nyo, what are you doing here? I can’t bear this heartache each time I see you. I’m so sorry for what I’ve done to you. I guess that’s why I’m here paying for what I’ve done.” I couldn’t say a word, but I cried continuously. The pain suffered in Hell is unimaginably greater than the abuse I suffered from my father on earth. What I experienced on earth was nothing. 

A gigantic demon was enjoying slicing people with a scythe. He even joyfully hummed a song. It snatched my father and began slicing him, the way we would cut homemade noodles. “Ahhhh! Please save me! I beg you! Please just kill me!” My father’s painful cries and agonizing screams made me feel faint. Without the Lord beside me, I would’ve fainted many times over. There is no end to the sufferings in Hell; you are cursed with everlasting regrets. There is never any hope. The only way to avoid going to Hell is to accept Jesus as your savior and live faithfully.

We moved on, leaving my father’s anguished cries behind. After walking for a while, I saw a tree ahead of me. As I got closer I saw my mom, younger brother, brother-in-law and nephew all naked, hanging upside down, dangling by their ankles on the tree. Beside it was a demon standing taller than a mountain. I gazed at my mother and she saw me, as she dangled on the tree. The other family members also saw and cried out to me. “Bong-Nyo, why are you here if you can’t help us? Why did you come again? Do you like to see me in agony that much?”

Jesus told me that this specific demon was the second largest demon in Hell. It enjoyed beating the bodies and peeling off their flesh. It would then mercilessly throw people into the fire. I wanted to tear it to pieces. 

As I was praying, a black faced demon with four eyes came and sat on the piano chair. It started fooling around, trying to play the piano. Being very irritated, I shouted, “Hey, filthy demon! Why are you playing with my Sister Joo Eun’s piano? That piano is the one she uses at worship service.” It swore at me and told me to shut my mouth so I became very angry. “What? Did you just disrespect me? You are so dead!” I ran after it and grabbed it. I twisted its neck and struck its head on the floor.

Three more demons appeared. One appeared in the form of a skeleton with an eye on its forehead. It was flying around with its wings like a bat. It landed on the chair of the piano and began to sing as it played the piano. The sound of its singing was creepy and the music was out of rhythm. 

When I had previously attended other churches, most of the people had frequently said I wasn’t very bright. Instead of teaching me to pray and evangelize, they had only provided me with food. They attempted to assist me with only material things. Therefore, I thought all I had to do was take my Bible to service. However, with the guidance of the pastor from the Lord’s church, I began praying in tongues. As I continued to pray in tongues, I was able to obtain a deeper level of prayer. Now, I’m able to see the demons and I’m able to battle with them. Whenever I feel like I’m losing or getting tired from battle, all I have to do is call upon the name of the Lord, Jesus. He always protects me. At first, the attack by the countless number of demons would frighten me. But now, I’m not afraid at all, because Jesus is with me. In fact, victory against the demons has become fun and thrilling.

I was shown the earth from a distance with two demons next to it, one on each side of the earth. Together they were swinging a rope around the whole earth, playing a game like jump rope. Upon closer inspection, I saw the rope was actually a long snake. As the demons were swinging, I could see many Korean churches jumping as the rope came to them. As a turn came up, the churches would jump and jump, trying not to trip and fall. Most of the churches didn’t fall at first, but as the swinging continued, they tripped and fell. I even saw our church jumping. We didn’t get tripped up by the snake’s body. 

As I was praying, a demon approached me. I was so angry after seeing my grandmother in Hell that I vented my anger on this demon. I poked its eyes out and threw them away. During this fighting, I started thinking about a sword and a sword appeared in my hand. I chopped off its arms. Whenever I think of using different types of weapons, they suddenly appear either in my hand or next to me. The Lord had granted me these weapons upon request. I’ve been fighting for a long time and had acquired great experience without realizing it. I had also gained confidence and boldness.

A demon disguised as a young girl in a white dress approached me. She looked very much like a figure from a horror television drama. I was amazed how real demons looked so much like the ones created by the entertainment industry! This one was like the one in a famous Korean TV horror series that would drag souls to Hell after they die. In a vision, I saw an elderly man lay on a floor bleeding under the altar. Attacking the elderly man, the demon used her Dracula-like fangs to suck up his blood. Once the blood had been drained, she began devouring him.

Another demon appeared in the form of a body full of needles, like a hedgehog or porcupine. I swung my fist at it. When I touched the demon, I felt great pain because my fist had been pricked by its needles. Even after our prayer rally, my hand was still in pain, red and swollen with needle marks. I was astonished that they can leave physical marks on my body and produce physical pain. 

As I fervently prayed in tongues, my hands began to move in small up and down motions. Soon both of my palms faced together and shook intensely, becoming more violent as time went on. I remember witnessing a certain pastor as he ministered in healing. His hands were also shaking. While his hands shook, many miracles were happening. I concluded that I must be in the process of developing the gift of healing. My arms and hands would freely move by the direction of the Holy Spirit. I opened my eyes to see and I attempted to resist the movements, but the Holy Spirit led me, despite of my will and thoughts. My will and thoughts were only incidental.

Usually, Jesus and His angels would guide me to Heaven or Hell, but not this time. I began to cry out to God with fervent heart. My soul started flying toward Heaven, wearing this winged garment. But no matter how fervently I prayed, I was flying very slowly. It was frustrating, but I didn’t give up and continued to pray diligently. Soon I was completely exhausted. I couldn’t see anything, only pitch blackness.

I remembered the Lord had said He wanted to test my faith, so I continued to pray. Unfortunately, every obstacle you could think of happened to me and I found myself back in the original starting place.

Until now, whenever I had prayed in church, the Lord came to me and showed me everything. I had become arrogant without realizing it. I remembered the question I asked the angels who were clothing me with the winged garment just a few moments ago. I asked them where Jesus was and they replied, “Right now, He is waiting to meet you in the Milky Way.” Unfortunately, at that moment, I was delayed because I was moving very slowly. My faith alone wouldn’t allow me to fly up that high.

I sincerely prayed for a long time, but I still couldn’t see anything. Many thoughts crossed my mind and I began to repent. Without Jesus’ help I couldn’t do anything. I felt like I was continuously sinking into a quagmire. That state of mind continued until I felt I was locked up in something. Some objects were moving before my eyes and I realized I was in Hell, locked up in a dark cell.

In this darkness, nothing was visible. Demons were swarming around me. The countless demons grabbed tightly onto my feet and refused to let me go. They choked me and pulled my hands, feet, and body so I couldn’t move at all. I began praying in tongues, but suddenly curses involuntarily flowed out of my mouth.

“Hey, you filthy demons! Why are you bothering me? Get the hell away from me!” I couldn’t stop cursing. All the filthy language I had used in the past, before I met Jesus, spewed from my mouth. No matter how much I swore at the demons, they didn’t stop their relentless attacks on me. I called out, “Jesus, please help me!”

I continued to call out to the Lord and prayed diligently in tongues. After an imperceptible amount of time, I somehow escaped out of Hell and was flying toward Heaven. I was praying as I flew. In the atmosphere, strong and powerful demons began chasing after me. I could clearly see the endless parade of demons behind them. I had thought I was safe now that I’d escaped Hell. Instead, I had to face the strongest demons head on. I felt I was in deep trouble.

I still couldn’t see Jesus or any angels. I thought, “I have to face these army of demons alone!” I never imagined I would be faced with a battle such as this. I never knew there were armies of demons in the atmosphere, whose purpose is to distract Christians, in an effort to hinder their prayer lives. As a child joyfully walks along holding a parent’s hand, Jesus always held my hand and guided me to Heaven and Hell. I was very naive and thought everything was easy. I prayed without care.

I knew then a prayer without power is useless. The prayer done while dozing off, unfocused prayer, prayer filled with humanistic desires, selfish prayers, prayer of physical desires and two-faced prayers are all ineffectual. Surprisingly, I was able to distinguish the different types of prayers ascending from the earth. The ineffectual prayers were a demon’s favorite “fruits” and were immediately devoured.

I realized now only the prayer filled with life-and-death desperation and prayers with sincere cries will pierce the sky and move up to Heaven. I learned a reason Pastor cried out so loudly and screamed in desperation when he prayed. I was often annoyed by the pastor, thinking, “There aren’t many people here. Why does he scream out so loud? Does he have to yell that loud?” Honestly, there were times I forced myself to pray even though I was irritated by Pastor’s loud cries. I began repenting my irritation. I know with certainty the reason we need to pray like that.

I continued to pray, unaware of the time passing. Just when I thought I was exhausted and had no strength left in me, I saw in the distance many stars from the Milky Way shining brightly. Immediately, I gathered every ounce of strength left inside and began praying in tongues. I arrived at the Milky Way completely exhausted, but there my beloved Jesus joyfully greeted me.

The Lord left me once more to test my faith. Soon a demon that looked similar to a dolphin tried to attacked me and bite me, with its mouth wide open, displaying its sharp teeth. I gestured as if I were going to scratch it and shouted, “Come and get me if you can.” The demon simply vanished.

There was a narrow road ahead of me. I began to walk forward on this path and walked for quite some time before I noticed something approaching me. As it drew closer, I could see it was a disgusting looking demon with a head, but no eyes or nose. From its left to the right ear there was a large cut on its face and its teeth were sharp as a shark’s teeth.

When I came face to face with this demon I said, “Hey, I have fought and defeated demons much larger than you. You are nothing to me. Inside me is a fire created by God the Trinity. You will be burned and turned into ashes the moment you touch my body. I dare you to come and fight me.” The demon was scared and quickly ran off. I walked the endless road alone and it seemed I was walking deeper into Hell. I was terrified and shaking inside, but I didn’t want to show my fear so I had to remain calm and keep myself together.

I continued to walk along the path. I noticed a large leaf ahead that looked alive. The leaf opened and closed repeatedly and attempted to swallow me up. But, I shouted out, “Alright! I’ve come here specifically to kill you! Let’s see who survives!” I attacked back forcefully and the demon soon vanished.

I proceeded on. I realized there were swarms of demons, like insects, on both sides of the road trying to grab me. I heard terrifying cries of demons that gave me the chills. I heard many different cries, but I ignored them and walked on praying loudly in tongues. I shouted, “God of Trinity! Give me the strength! Give me the strength and power physically and spiritually!” I prayed earnestly and soon the Holy fire was blazing inside of me.

My anger was unresolved. I realized I was locked up in a metal cage like a zoo animal. There were countless demons with various appearances surrounding my cage staring at me as they attempted to question me. They stared at me, poking fun and laughed. There were thousands of military demons wearing skull helmets.

I began praying aloud in tongues. The eyes of the demons wearing the skull helmet began turning red. They stared down at me angrily. The power of praying in tongues was weighing down on the demons and I noticed them transforming, so I prayed even louder. “God the Trinity, transform me into your blazing fire!” All the demons attacked the metal cage wanting to demolish it. But, the Holy fire blazing inside me burned and turned all of them into ashes. The iron bars of the cage weren’t damaged, but remained intact.

Once again, the cries of various animals and the voices of the demons resonated throughout and it felt as though I’d been there for months. No matter how diligently I cried out and kicked and screamed, there was no way out of the cage in Hell. Gradually my soul began suffering exhaustion. My waiting on the Lord turned from earnest yearning to a burning heartache, but, I couldn’t stop praying.

I prayed, “Lord, I need strength. Give me strength! Also, grant me the gift of healing and fill me with the fire so I can melt the metal cage to escape from here.” I opened my eyes and I was still locked up in the cage. There is no dream or hope in Hell’s cage. No matter how much I called out to the Lord, I was still trapped in the cage. Did this mean I would eternally suffer in Hell? I didn’t have enough strength left in me to even lift a finger and I collapsed into a corner. It felt like I was trapped in the cage for about four months.

Awhile later, I began to scream again, “Lord, help me! Where are you?” I didn’t see even the shadow of my Lord. The demons continued to pull and torment my body and I fought with them for 15 days. In the cage, I could clearly feel the days flowing by.

“Lord, help me! Please get me out. Help me escape from this place!” I was praying to myself. I heard someone laughing. I shouted, “Wow! It’s the Lord’s voice!” The Lord appeared in the midst of a brilliant light and lit up the dark cage and the vicinity around me with the light.

When I questioned where the Lord was, He responded that He was on earth visiting various churches to look after and tend to His beloved flocks. I confessed to the Lord my deepest innermost feelings and asked for His forgiveness. “Lord, I was bitter and resented you so much while I was trapped in this Hell’s cage. Forgive me.” My tone changed with complaints and feeling sorry for myself as my emotions flared up. “Lord, I was stuck in the cage for four months.” I began weeping.

It took my soul three years to get from Earth to the Milky Way and I spent 4 1/2 months in Hell. It seemed 3 1/2 years went by quickly. The demons in the atmosphere and the evil demons in Hell were all tough and strong. I wouldn’t last one minute or even one second in a battle with the demons and be victorious without the Lord’s protection. When I arrived in Heaven, many angels smiled and comforted me. “Sister, you’ve done well!” The angels’ words lifted my spirits. Whenever I’m in Heaven, all the hardship I experienced in Hell is forgotten.

I don’t know very much, since I’ve only been attending church for two months. From what I saw in a movie and a sermon, I learned a little about a person named Moses who parted the sea. I made a request to Jesus to meet Moses just once. Jesus led me to the golden sand beach shore. The angels gently brought me down on the shore. As soon as Jesus called Moses by name, he approached me and respectfully greeted me, “Welcome to Heaven!” Moses was very tall and handsome.

At about 11:00 AM, my wife, Joseph, Joo Eun, and I stood in front of a restaurant across from the Cooperative Agricultural Association building. As my wife stepped forward, she was struck and fell onto the ground. She violently tumbled onto the hard asphalt road, about five meters away, as though she were sliding on ice. It happened so fast, we didn’t have a chance to grab her, as she was blown away. She screamed in agony and we all ran to help her get back up. Her palms were all torn, her finger nails were broken, and her hands were covered in blood.

We searched around the road to look for anything that might have caused such an intense fall. However, the road was very clean, flat, and in good shape. There was no physical evidence of what might have caused this.

Later, Joo Eun asked Jesus about this. The Lord explained that since our daily routine consists of going to church, praying, and going home, we don’t have any leisure time. With no leisure time, evil spirits have little opportunity to find when you are weak. However, today, for the first time in a long while, my family stepped out of our spiritual routine to take some leisure time. Outside our normal routine, an evil spirit struck her and she fell.

Jesus touched my wife’s wounded palms. I also began comforting my wife. “My dear wife, let us give thanks to God. We must repent for letting our guard down and give thanks to the Lord. He will provide us with bigger grace. Let us endure and triumph to the end.” As I cheered her up, she fell on her knees and gave thanks to the Lord with her wounded hands lifted up.

Since the evil spirits attack and hinder us so much, I was determined to always be vigilant and cautious. The moment we drop our guard, evil spirits would attack. If we missed a day of prayer, our minds would be weakened and subject to attack. The evil spirits eagerly wait for weak moments. Therefore, we must always be fully armed.

Our prayer rally had only one more week and the attacks became more persistent. We were all getting our spiritual eyes opened, one by one. The enemy greatly feared this, but his attacks were feeble. As our prayers became stronger, our faith grew. Stronger spirits were dispatched and our battles were relentless.

Later, I checked on Joseph’s foot, which had a painful wart. We’d prayed intensively for a healing. I was shocked at what I saw. The wart which was located inside the skin, had now revealed its black roots on the exterior of his foot. With my spiritual eyes, I was able to see Jesus applying His blood daily over the sole of Joseph’s foot. I said, “Wow! This is great. Joseph, you should go visit the skin doctor and give your testimony.”

Later, my wife started coughing up phlegm. Joseph, Joo Eun, and I put our hands on her neck and earnestly prayed. An evil spirit in the form of a young long haired girl wearing a white dress revealed itself to us. It was responsible for my wife’s fall, and now it was attacking my wife’s neck, causing her pain, coughing and phlegm.

The Lord further mentioned that Brother Joseph’s repentance was very weak. The Lord told him to repent sincerely and earnestly. However, God was satisfied with my mother’s tearful repentance and sympathetic prayers.

My heart aches whenever ministers make headline news and their dirty secrets are exposed on TV. I would either turn the TV off or shred the newspaper in fear of my family getting wind of it. As a minister, I am very ashamed and embarrassed. I’m bewildered; I don’t know what I should do. I feel as though it is me being exposed since I’m also a minister. I have no desire to discuss or expose the dirty hidden secrets of other fallen ministers. However, the Lord had pressed me to record the details in this book.

Although the Lord had rebuked me, I continued to debate and argue with Him. “My beloved Lord, those ministers have sacrificed their whole life for you. They have spent their time on earth to serve you. Don’t you think you should give them opportunities to repent? If I claim pastors go to Hell, who would believe me?”

In a vision, the Lord showed me a specific pastor who fell in love with a young sister in his church. They often met to have sexual relations. Eventually, their affair was exposed to the pastor’s wife. She was in such shock that her stress level was greatly elevated and even dangerous. The wife attempted to persuade the pastor to repent, but he wouldn’t listen. The wife could no longer endure the pain and shock, so she became very depressed. She committed suicide, a choice unbelievers make. Now, she’s in Hell and in great torment.

There once was a deaconess in our church. When she was living faithfully, she received many gifts from the Holy Spirit. However, the gifts were all taken back. Soon afterward, she began drinking and smoking frequently. Moreover, she would talk to a man over the telephone daily and meet him in secret. I persistently attempted to persuade her from dating that man. I even yelled at her but she continued to see the man. God is patient with people. However, if people don’t repent, they will be subject to His wrath. God showed me in a vision that He had erased her name from the book of life. When we found out, we all shook in fear.

The Lord added that if a saint compromised spiritual authority by having opposed a pastor in the past or present, he/she must repent in fear. Otherwise, he/she would be in danger of going to Hell. Thereafter, he must live faithfully, true, and cautiously.

The pastors who allowed the congregation to compromise spiritual authority must also dearly repent, more than the congregation. The Lord emphasized that the members and the pastors must all repent in fear. If they had just prayed to Jesus, He would have intervened to resolve their problems.

There are two kinds of spiritual awakenings. The first is with spiritual eyes opened and the other is without. Most of the churches have been spiritually awakened without the ability to see the spiritual realm. Almost all churches have this type of spiritual awakening. This type of spiritual awakening is the Holy Spirit giving impressions, convictions, and words to a saint as needed.

When someone’s spiritual eyes are opened, they’re able to have a conversation with Jesus. In Korea, besides the Lord’s Church, there are a small number of saints who have this ability. These saints are able to converse with Jesus as they seek and call upon Him. Jesus said the people in the Lord’s Church who have their spiritual eyes opened have the opportunity to converse with the Lord numerous times.

As I fervently praised God at our worship service, a demon disguised as a young girl moved in front of me. With my physical eyes opened, I lunged forward to grab her hair and mercilessly swung her around. She kept screaming and I threw her toward the corner of the room. Then, a demon in the form of a shadow approached me. At first, I hadn’t noticed it, but with the Lord’s help, I was able to grab it, swing it, and stomp on it with my feet.

Lee Yoo Kyung: As I praised the Lord during worship service, a demon with two colors on its face approached me. One side of the face was white and the other side was black. Another demon with a blue face joined him. I instantly grabbed the two demons and began swinging them mercilessly. I threw the two colored face demon into the distance. The blue faced demon couldn’t bear the swinging and, in anger, it scratched the back of my hand. After scratching the back of my hand, it pinched and bit me. I screamed in pain. I became very angry and threw it as far as I could. As I looked at where the demon had scratched and bit me, I noticed white scratch marks with my skin peeled off. My finger had begun to swell from the bite mark. The congregation members witnessed the physical marks and were very surprised. The marks and wounds from the demon were very painful. I began to tear up as I tried to endure the pain.

Yoo Kyung, Joo Eun and I have our spiritual eyes open and we are able to see the activities of the demons and/or evil spirits. However, Joseph appears a little stressed out since he doesn’t have this ability as we do. Joseph stated that whenever he prays his body feels hot as fire due to the work of the Holy Spirit. He always sits next to me during service. As a result, whenever I pray, I make special requests on his behalf.

As I was worshiping and praising the Lord with Joseph, a demon in the form of a snake quietly slithered toward us. It reached Joseph and it coiled itself around both his legs. I cried, “Joseph, a snake is coiling around your body!” He replied, “What? I don’t see anything.” I grabbed the snake by its neck and I handed it over to Joseph. I shouted in excitement, “Grab it tightly and swing it to the ground!” Joseph appeared confused since he wasn’t able to see what I saw. He couldn’t comprehend the reality of it. He stated, “Brother Haak Sung, I can’t see anything!” I repeated myself, “Joseph, swing it to the ground!” He grabbed the snake and began swinging it.

Anyone who may have been watching this scene would have assumed Joseph was just swinging his arm into the air pretending to hold on to something. However, if one had spiritual eyes, he would be witnessing Joseph grabbing a snake by the neck and swinging it. There wouldn’t be any way one could explain this event in the physical realm without spiritual eyes.

Since Joseph couldn’t see the snake, he swung his arms loosely in the air. As a result, the snake was able to leverage itself and it began to coil itself around his arm. The snake bit his hand. He now realized it was real. There appeared a clear bite mark from the snake on the back of his hand. There were two small teeth marks from the fangs and it began to bleed. The pastor, realizing what was happening, asked us to come up to the altar with the snake.

Raising his hand, the pastor shouted. “In the name of Jesus!” With those words, the snake split in half and its head blew up. As I watched the scene, my jaw dropped.

Today, we spent many hours battling the evil spirits. We engaged either in defense or offense. We spent a great deal of energy chasing and driving out demons to defeat them. However, when we’re able to get a hold of them and bring them to the pastor, the evil spirits are weakened by him. The pastor is gifted with the Holy Blazing Fire and with his commands, the Holy Fire comes out from his body to burn the evil spirits and they become dust and disappear.

As we saw all the demons, we captured them and brought them over to the altar where the pastor stood. He destroyed them with the Holy Blazing Fire. It was very tiring and appeared as though we were attacked in full force. There were so many evil spirits that we couldn’t even number them. No matter how many we drove out or defeated, more groups of evil spirits appeared. From the altar, Jesus watched with approval as we battled. He was standing in front of the cross. During the middle of the service, we chased and fought demons. We had made a mess and weren’t able to finish service. We all acted together to hunt down demons.

During the battle, Joseph was wounded in three different areas, two from the snake bites and the other from a young demon girl who scratched him. All of his wounds were bleeding. I could clearly see the scratches and bite marks; they were on the back of both hands. We tried to play down Joseph’s wounds, so he wouldn’t feel so victimized. We all said words of encouragement and told him they were battle scars of honor.

During the middle of service, Haak Sung, YooKyung, Joo Eun, and Joseph shouted, “Pastor! Mrs. Kang Hyung Ja! There are multitudes of demons attacking in groups. What should we do?” The pastor told them, “Don’t worry. We have Trinity God on our side. All of you should be able to defeat them in battle.” The children shouted in excitement, “Wow! Great! Filthy demons! You are all dead today!” They all ran throughout the room, battling the demons.

With our physical eyes, we’re only able to see the kids running around with hands and arms swinging in the air. But with spiritual eyes, we’re able to see what is truly going on. In a moment of weakness, I thought, “What if people from other churches witnessed what was happening? What about our guests or new members?” However, it wasn’t important for me to be concerned with it right now. While the children were running around chasing demons, I fervently prayed in tongues and danced in the Spirit. I felt my right hand filled with strength and I sensed I had seized something. My hand began motioning in a circular fashion, as a windmill. My circular motion began to increase in speed and power. I thought, “What is happening?”

I didn’t have time to think about what was happening. My hand and arm circled faster and faster with more energy. It wouldn’t stop. I couldn’t just sit there and let this happen. I got up on my feet and began to run around. But my hand was still continuously making circular motions. I glanced over to Sister Baek Bong Nyu and she was also doing the same thing. Unexpectedly, my hand hit the corner of a chair. From the physical point of view, I couldn’t understand what I was doing.

I asked the children who had their spiritual eyes opened, “Joo Eun, look at Mom’s arm. Why is my arm and hand making circular motions? Why will it not stop?” With an expression of shock, she answered, “Mom, you have seized a demon in your hand! Continue to swing the demon so you can knock it out.” Although I wasn’t able to control the situation with my mind, I attempted to swing more intensely. The pastor said, “Mrs. Kang Hyun Ja, come up to the altar as you continue to swing.” I walked toward the altar and the pastor shouted, “Holy Fire!” My hand naturally stopped and the demon was knocked down. It was burned by the Holy Fire; it became dust.

It was truly a marvelous and amazing incident. As I watched, all the demons were totally defeated. I had once again realized how powerful and great is our spiritual ability.

After evening service, as I prayed in tongues, a demon approached me. I defeated it with the authority of Jesus’ name. However, many more groups of demons appeared, all disguised in the form of young girls in white dresses. I was amazed there were so many, a countless number. They marched in groups of four or five and lined up in ranks. Although they appeared as young girls, their faces weren’t similar in appearance, but each one unique. Being surrounded, I decided to grab any one in my reach, beat it up and scratch it. Though they tried to flee, I easily seized them and swung them around like ragdolls. I took them to the pastor, who was blazing with fire. They hated him and were very frightened. As I would bring them to the pastor, they would burn up by just touching his body. They would scream and turn to ash. The Pastor didn’t even know this was happening. He just continued to pray.

During the middle of the battle, I became very irritated and thought, “Today, I was eager and determined to pray and ask the Lord if I could visit Heaven. But, the demons hindered me and I wasn’t able to focus and make my requests known. I wasn’t able to visit Heaven today. That is fine. If I can’t visit Heaven today, I’ll vent my anger on the demons!” I defeated all of them that came into my sight.

As I was watching this, I was momentarily taken off guard and an invisible demon began twisting my right arm and hand. The demon’s cold energy slowly spread from the tips of my fingers up my arm. I instantly squeezed my right arm to stop the cold energy from spreading. I shouted, “I command you in the name of Jesus, depart from me you filthy demon! Depart!” The cold demonic energy began to slowly dissipate. As I prayed, I pounded my right hand and arm until they felt normal again.

A demon with a black face and five conjoined bodies approached me. I got ahold of it and swung it, invoking the name of Jesus. Another demon in the form of a man with white clothes appeared. This demon was so tall, it appeared as though he was able to reach the sky. I swung the two demons and began to pray in tongues. As I prayed, a demon with a sharp horn on its head began to ridicule me as he sat on the piano. This demon had a long tail and looked repulsive. I was able to seize this demon also and it was very startled. It attempted to flee by flapping its wings that resembled a bat’s. But I was able to drag it to the ground and stomp on it. I assaulted it without mercy.

Jesus walked toward the altar, where the pastor was praying. He brushed and patted the pastor’s head, especially the part where he is balding. The Lord went to Joseph and gently touched his foot and body. Jesus was touching the areas of pain. I wasn’t very happy when Jesus left my side. I loudly shouted, “Abba, Abba!”

Jesus returned to Heaven. I prayed in tongues for a bit longer. I think I had battled and defeated about 50 demons that day.

The number of demons continued to gradually increase. They attacked us in groups. I poked their eyes, tore the eyes out, beat on them, and swung them around. Since I only had two hands, I wasn’t able to defend myself as I attacked them. They were too numerous. My strength began to weaken and I thought, “if I only had the Holy Sword, I would be able to defeat all of them with certainty.” During the middle of battle, I would often think of this. I should pray more to receive God’s power. I should also diligently read and study His word. If I did all these, I would be able to receive the sword of the Holy Spirit.

As I battled today with the demons, I realized many things. The more I defeat them, the more they would appear and attack in numbers. I have no idea where they’re hiding. Not only would new demons appear to attack, but the ones that were once defeated by Joseph, Joo Eun, and Yoo Kyung would return and attack. They have hindered us during the hours of service and during prayer time. We were actually amazed at the sheer number of demons attacking us during prayer time.

Like vultures, they circle around their prey as more gather. When it was time to feast, the vultures in great numbers would pounce on their prey. The demons attack in a similar fashion, all at once and the ones that weren’t visible would appear out of nowhere. The ones that hide are always waiting for the right moment. I was also able to see Satan in Hell. He was shouting his commands to his subordinates, as they were deployed to join the attack. I had never experienced a battle with so many demons. Today, there were swarms of demons attached to the church ceiling and walls.  There were so many of them that nothing was visible except the demons.

I cried out to God to grant me Holy Fire. “Trinity God, please grant me Holy Fire! The fire that burns demons!” God granted me a fireball, which quickly entered into my chest. As soon as the Holy Fire was placed in my body, the demons began avoiding me. Before the fire entered my body, I was getting very tired. Soon after the blazing fire entered, my strength returned. I was able to hunt and defeat the demons. After I had defeated all the demons, I said a prayer of gratitude to the Lord. I was very thankful for everything. Then, I remembered the days when I had broken the pastor’s heart and with those thoughts, tears began to fill my eyes.

During the middle of service, the pastor called, “Sam,” and I instantly answered with amen. The pastor lead an extremely powerful service. I noticed my soul and spirit rapidly growing and changing. I’m a totally different person than I was two months ago. Moreover, I’m spiritually awakened and I’m able to prophesy, spiritually discern, pray in tongues, obtain knowledge, obtain wisdom, and I’m stronger in faith. When I converse with Jesus, I often see the Father’s throne.

Although the Holy Spirit is a spirit, I’m able to see Him with my spiritual eyes. I love coming to church; it’s fun and exciting. I’m delighted to be at service all night long. It’s difficult for me to express the joy I experience when I evangelize and pray. The service is held during the night until early morning, usually around 6 or 7 AM. After the prayer meeting, we testify to one another until 5 AM. We also get together to eat rice balls. Once we had our early morning meal, we would continue to pray for a little while longer until the sun begins to shine. Once the prayer rally finished, the pastor would drive us back to our homes. Jesus would accompany us on the ride home. Hallelujah!

As I fervently prayed in tongues, Jesus appeared. I quickly sensed He was about to take me to Hell. It looked as though the Lord was a bit hesitant to disclose my trip. Before the Lord was able to ask me a question, I asked Him. “Jesus, why are you hesitating? I know you are about to take me to visit Hell again, right?” The Lord gave me an awkward expression. However, I couldn’t disobey the Lord. “Jesus, if you don’t show me my family in torment, I will follow you to the ends of Hell. I just don’t want to see my parents in torment.” The Lord took my hand and didn’t say a word.

As usual, once the Lord took my hand, we were already in Hell. We began to walk through a narrow path. Within a short time, the smell of rotten corpses began to fill the air. We arrived at a wide field. There were crosses endlessly lined up. All the crosses were dug deeply into the ground. There were already many people hanging on crosses and more waiting in long lines to be crucified. My mother was among the crowd waiting to be nailed to a cross. She stood under one of the unoccupied crosses.

Mother’s tears unceasingly rolled down her cheeks as she looked upon me. Since Jesus stood next to me, my mother wasn’t able to say a word. She just dropped her head and continued crying. The creature ran out of patience and exploded in anger. My mother was stripped and hung on the cross. They hung her tightly with a rope. Within a short time, my little brother and nephew were brought and stripped. They were hung on crosses as well. The evil creature without mercy began to nail all of them to crosses. The creatures began slicing their flesh. 

Their flesh was sliced from the top of their heads down to the end of their toes. Their bodies were cut and sliced all the way through to their bones. My family’s flesh was thrown into a boiling pot of oil. The pot was heated with immense blazing fire. My mother, my little brother, and nephew had only their eyes and ears remaining on their skeletal figure. Everything else was sliced off. In their pitiable form, they were still able to shout, “Bong Nyu, quickly go! We told you not to come here anymore. Why do you keep coming? Are you not in pain when you see us in torment? Please don’t return!”

The creature’s anger wasn’t satisfied. This time, he filled a bowl with insects and placed it right below my family. The insects rapidly attached themselves onto my family’s bodies. The insects gnawed and chewed, penetrating into their bones. My family screamed out. It appeared as though my mother was experiencing the greater pain.

I pleaded as I clung onto the Lord, crying, “Jesus, my mother is going to be in pain eternally in Hell. How would I live happily in Heaven? I can no longer witness my mother’s misery. Please let me take the place of my mother so that she can be saved!” Jesus quickly called for the angels.

I almost passed out due to the shock of the situation. With the Lord’s command, Archangel Michael and some other angels came and returned me to Lord’s church. Jesus even called Moses and asked him to comfort me. Jesus and Moses were also heartbroken. They drew me closer to their breast and wiped away my tears and comforted me. As they saw my tears rolling down, they grieved with me.

As I prayed in tongues, I suddenly cried tears of repentance. I had waited a long time to truly sense my repentance in tears. 

My body had become a fireball, so when an evil spirit in the form of a snake appeared, I grabbed it and swung it into the air.

As I fervently prayed, a loathsome evil spirit appeared and flew over me. With its bat wings, it hovered in front of me. It had frog-like eyes, a red nose and long tongue. I was irritated by it hissing at me, so I grabbed it, tore its wings off and threw it away into the air. Red blood dripped from its injured areas.

At the same time, a dark ugly black snake approached me. I am most afraid of snakes They are loathsome creatures. As it drew close to me, I wasn’t able to do anything, except yell, “Lord! I’m so scared! There is a snake here!” Jesus instantly appeared, grabbed the snake and threw it into the distance.

As I prayed, many angels came down through the door. The angels surrounded me, becoming a protective layer. I asked the angels what they were doing. They told me that they were surrounding me with protective layers. As the angels covered me with the protective layers, the holy blazing fire heated me up. I saw an evil spirit standing outside the protective layer. The evil spirit was holding a knife and it reminded me of Chucky from the horror movie. He drew closer to one of the angels and stabbed the angel, but the knife instantly melted away and his hand caught on fire. I saw another evil spirit approaching. It looked like a very old tree. As it slowly moved toward me, it thrust out its hand and touched the protective layer. Once it touched the protective layer, it caught on fire and the flames engulfed the whole tree. The tree screamed as it fled.

The angels were also placing protective layers around deaconess Shin, who was praying. The angels totaled about 200. They were all working to place protective layers around the church members. I noticed an evil spirit resembling a buff man just outside my protective layer. He was coming toward me. The evil spirit attempted to enter the protective layers, but the layers became very hot like blazing fire. It gave up on entering. The evil spirit then went toward deaconess Shin. Fortunately, she was covered with the protective layers and fire. It wasn’t able to penetrate into her layers. The evil spirit flew toward my mother. As it drew closer to my mother, it caught on fire and disappeared.

Suddenly, a large bright light beamed down from Heaven. I saw an enormous tall angel coming toward the church riding a white horse. The sight was breathtaking. My heart was pounding very rapidly. The angel came toward me and introduced himself, “Hello, I’m the Archangel Michael.”Another bright shining angel was following right behind Michael, named Archangel Gabriel. Gabriel was holding a large flag attached to a pole. They explained to me that when Archangel Michael defeats the evil spirits, Archangel Gabriel will sway the victory banner side to side behind Michael.

Archangels Michael and Gabriel were about the same height. They stood silently as they watched the pastor praying. As I witnessed this amazing sight, I was flabbergasted. It was difficult for me to distinguish if I was dreaming or if I was witnessing something real.

Once again, a group of evil spirits appeared at the corner of the room and they came toward us. As they got close, Sister Yoo Kyung grabbed the evil spirits, swung them, and threw them into the distance. I also grabbed some of the evil spirits, swinging them and throwing them into the distance. Brother Haak Sung and Brother Joseph were also battling the evil spirits; they grabbed the evil spirits, swinging them, and throwing them away. We all repeated this tactic numerous times.

I was able to hear the sounds of the evil spirits crashing as they fell all around the walls and ground. It was very noisy. Near the end of the prayer rally, we noticed there are more numerous attacks on us. However, each attack results in our faith growing stronger and stronger.

I have witnessed and experienced many spiritual things. With this privilege, I also have had to endure much pain. Jesus surprised me by taking me to the flower garden in Heaven. He allowed me a time to refresh by providing enjoyment in the garden. I was able to spend as much time in the garden as I desired. In the garden, I rolled, jumped, and played like a child with the angels. The flower garden in Heaven is unimaginably enormous and beautiful. The sweet scent of the flowers was so precious I wouldn’t have it changed for the whole world. Since my body was weak and exhausted, I rested and lay down after I had returned to the Lord’s church. During the morning service, as the pastor preached he walked from side to side, being followed closely by Jesus.

Our pastor is so funny that when I just think about him, I smile and laugh instantly. Out of curiosity, I asked the pastor a question, “Pastor, were you this funny even before I started attending this church?” The pastor replied, “Our church is relatively new. There is no incident I can think of that would possibly be funny. I cannot think of anything that has been humorous during our rally. I was always broken-hearted. I felt heavy and pitiful.” I asked, “How have you changed so much?” The pastor said, “I don’t really know. I have changed during this prayer rally! I don’t know what is really going on. If you ask me how I became like this and who or what has affected me, I would have to say it is the Lord that has created a joyful environment.”

Pastor Kim Yong Doo: The church members had exhausted most of their physical strength during prayer. Instead of quitting, they fervently continued praying as they clenched their teeth. When the Lord saw us praying with such devotion, He was impressed. I was in unbearable pain. The pain was caused by the evil spirits’ several attacks. This type of wound heals very slowly. The relentless pain tormented me. It became difficult for me to pray with my arms lifted up for a lengthy time. However, in the midst of pain, the Holy Spirit would move my hands and arms in various ways. The movements of my arms and hands were nicely choreographed.

Both of my hands moved steadily. They moved in turn. Suddenly, my hands began to violently vibrate. I was unbearably hot, as well. I saw Jesus in a white gown walking from side to side in front of me. My face felt a warm summer breeze. I felt His strong presence. Sadly, my spiritual eyes were still not opened. It appears as though the Lord observes our situations and reactions. He was evaluating us.

While I was praying in tongues, I was battling and defeating evil spirits. As I prayed, my mouth became filled with something. I began to chew on it. I could hear crunching as I continued to chew. I had no idea what I was chewing or eating. As I devoured the unknown food, I said to myself, “Wow! What is this? It is delicious. How can anything be this delicious?" My dear Lord, Jesus, appeared.

As soon as the cracker touched my tongue, it melted softly. There are many delicious crackers in the world, but the ones the Lord gave me blew my mind. The bite-size crackers were white and round shaped.

After I had regained my strength, I began to pray. While I was praying, I saw evil spirits coming toward me. Multitudes of skulls and bones from all directions began to converge on me. I began to laugh at their appearance. The evil spirits exploded in anger due to my reaction. I shouted, “All of you bones, you look very funny. In the name of Jesus, I command you to leave now!” They disappeared.

After we had earnestly prayed for many hours, a group of angels came from Heaven and filled their golden pot with our prayers. As one angel ascended with the filled pot, another angel descended with the empty pot to again fill it with prayers. The angels continued this process. They were moving fast. The pot wasn’t only filled with our prayers, but they also included our tears and the tone of our voices. They were all delivered to Heaven.

As I was praying, I saw an evil spirit disguised as a young girl dressed in white. I quickly grabbed her hair, swung her around until all of her hair pulled out. But after I tore her clothes, she transformed into a naked man. I could see all his features and he began to defecate and urinate on me.

As I continued to pray, a second evil spirit with two large eyes appeared. Half of its face was that of a woman and the other half was the face of a man. It had very short hair. The evil spirit reminded me of some horror movie. When it spoke, it had two different tones. The tone of a man and a woman would come from its mouth. I grabbed its hair. I pulled all of its hair out and tore its clothes off. The evil spirit stood naked.

When I arrived in Heaven, I met Yeh Jee. Yeh Jee and I danced before the Lord for a long time. I noticed a piano made of gold located near us. The piano was very large. I stared at it the piano for quite some time; it was very intriguing.

While I was dancing, I saw Father God swaying on His throne. From the throne, Father God displayed a brilliant shining light. God was light. I wasn’t able to look at Him. There were several angels and they were all busily writing something onto books that were displayed in front of the throne. Father God is enormously huge. One cannot imagine His size. Even if one attempted to glance at Father God, it would be impossible due to the brilliant light. The light is too strong for one to look toward. Father’s gown was very long and it reached down to His ankles. I was only able to see His feet.

While I was in prayer, the Holy Spirit continued to put fire into my body. My body had become a fireball, unbearably hot. Many different types of evil spirits began to attack me, but when they touched my body, they lit on fire and became ash. All of them melted away.

When a snake began to slither toward me, I grabbed it and tore its head off. I wrapped it on a wooden stick and torched it. An evil spirit with short hair, dressed in white attempted to attack me, but I grabbed it and burned it with fire. Other spirits began to advance toward me, but they began to flee as the Holy Fire radiated from my body. I finally understood why the evil spirits hadn’t come close to the Pastor. Whenever he prayed, his body would become a fireball, so they tried to avoid him. It was actually entertaining watching them avoid the pastor. 

The electric piano played ‘Three nails’ and I instantly teared up in repentance. Jesus wiped the tears away and comforted me with warm words. He began to walk between the church members who were praying and touched them on their heads. When He reached the pastor, He touched his head several more times.

We began to walk through a narrow pathway. The pathway was so narrow I felt like I was walking on a levee in a rice paddy. On each side of the pathway, I couldn’t see the bottom. The cliff dropped endlessly. If I lost my balance, I would fall off the road. I could hear echoes of screams and wailing from below. The people screaming appeared to be in much pain. A stench filled the air and was unbearable. I could smell rotten corpse and burning flesh. Dark smoke rose upward and it was continuous. It was difficult for me to keep my balance. I couldn’t tell which way was front anymore.

I once had an experience of being separated from the Lord when we were in Hell. I was apprehensive that it could happen again. I decided to hold on to his hand very tightly. We continued to walk further in. The narrow pathway became even narrower. As I tried to balance myself from the tight narrow road, I had to let go of the Lord’s hand. The Lord continued to walk forward and I followed right behind him while grabbing the hem of His gown. From both sides of the pathway, I continued to hear screams, “Help me! Save me! It is hot! Please help me!” It sounded as though millions of voices were echoing from below. The screams were so loud and numerous, I felt as the screams were right at my ear.

I began to feel as though someone was following us from behind. I also felt someone holding on to my hem. Then, I felt the presence of people around me. I instantly became nervous and frightened. I braced myself and tried to draw up courage, thinking, “Just look upon the Lord. Just think about the Lord. Just continue to walk forward.” As I was thinking, the thing I feared most happened; the Lord disappeared. All of Hell is dark and it almost impossible to see anything. However, I was able to see a slight glimmer of light, but it was only for a second.

When I saw the light for a second, I realized it was the Lord before He disappeared. I could no longer see him anywhere around me. I thought, “Oh, what should I do now? How can I lose Jesus in Hell? The Lord is so pitiless. Where can He possibly be? Why did He leave me all alone?” I felt despaired. “Jesus, where are you? Please come back! Help me! I’m frightened! Lord!” I called for Him but, the Lord was nowhere around me. Although I wanted to continue walking forward, I wasn’t able to, due to the darkness.

I stood frozen and wasn’t able to take another step. I had no plan and I felt lost. Suddenly, I felt something squirming around my feet. When I figured out what was around my feet, I almost fainted from shock. There were four black snakes tightly coiling both my legs and they were moving upward. When I was with Jesus, this type of event never happened, but as soon as I had lost the Lord, the snakes were coiling around me.

I quickly gathered my senses and shouted, “How dare you coil around me?” While I was shouting at the snakes, I grabbed their bodies and threw them into the distance. I began to move forward through the darkness. I moved slowly as I fumbled with my hands and feet. Since I was moving extremely slow, the snakes were able to catch up with me. Once they reached me, they began to coil around my body. I grabbed them and threw them again. I continued to move forward and again the snakes recovered and caught up to me. I threw them again. It seemed as though I was in a nightmare repeating the same event. The odd thing was that the snakes didn’t bite me. They weren’t very large or long. They were medium sized snakes with different colors.

After battling with the snakes for some time, I was able to move forward. I finally reached a place full of bones and skulls. The bones and skulls were piled up as high as a mountain and were alive and moving. I felt someone grabbing the hem of my dress. I turned to see who or what was grabbing my hem. I saw a skull biting onto my dress and it was resisting as I tried to knock it off. This skeleton didn’t have any hands, but it used its teeth to hold onto my hem. It began to speak to me, “Please take me too! Please!” At that moment, I remembered my parents, my little brother, my nephew, and my brother in law who were in torment. As I thought about my family, I became very upset and burst out foul language without realizing it.

“I can’t even take care of myself right now. How dare you grab my dress! I’m very busy, looking for a way out and I’m in a hurry! Damn it! Get out of my way! Let go of my dress!” As I was shouting, I pounded on the skull and it shattered into many pieces. This time, the bones of a hand grabbed and tugged on my dress. I tried to shake it off, but it resisted. There were too many bones and skulls to deal with, I wasn’t going to be able to defeat them all. I loudly shouted, “You filthy bones! My body is blazing with Holy Fire and the Trinity God lives in me. The moment you touch me, you will become burnt and become dust and ash! If you dare to touch me, then touch!” The skull and bones didn’t come close to me anymore. The ones that clung on to me became ashes. Once the bones stopped harassing me, I was able to move forward without any obstacles.

When Jesus accompanied me before, it was very easy to move in Hell. The Lord is light so He provided the light. Walking without Him was very difficult and confusing. Fumbling my way forward was exhausting. I was using all my mental strength to negotiating my way through the darkness. Exhausted and without thinking I sat down. The wings that were attached to my gown had become damaged. It became worse and now I wouldn’t be able to fly.

I gathered my mind and regained my strength. I moved forward, but this time I crawled. I almost fell asleep, since I was getting drowsy. I dozed off for a few seconds and when I opened my eyes I was inside a cell. The cell was very cramped and there was only enough room for one person. It was still very dark and I couldn’t see anything. When I thought it couldn’t get worse, some creature began pulling on my body and hair. It was making some hideous wailing sound. In my anger, I exploded and foul language began coming from my mouth again. I attempted to find a way out, but it seemed hopeless. My efforts were in vain. As I resisted my situation, I felt more hands from all directions coming out to pull and shake my body. I wasn’t able to defeat them so I became more abusive with my language.

“I will break all of your wrists! Are you going to keep your hands to yourself? If you had lived a righteous life, you wouldn’t have ended up here. You’re all absurd!” I told them. “I’m here to defeat the king of Hell, Satan, who is the ruler of this place. I’ll defeat the king of devils no matter what! In my body, I have the Holy blazing fire from the Trinity God. If you touch my body, you’re all dead! I’m covered with the blood of Jesus so whoever touches or grabs me will burn to ash and dust.” After I had warned them, they all stepped back shocked in fear. Within a few seconds, the third highest ranking devil appeared. I thought I had encountered him before. He had about fifty heads and legs. The devil grabbed my leg and tore my clothes off. I was naked.

I shouted with a voice of thunder. “You have been commanded to tear my clothes off by the king of devils. Take it all off if you dare! No matter how many times you tear my clothes off, I won’t blink. I’m not afraid of you, devils! I have the Trinity God living in me and the Holy Blazing Fire.  I’m not afraid of you! No matter how hard you attempt to frighten me, I will not be moved. I have one thing against you. My heart aches over the fact that my parents are tormented in Hell. The king of devils is responsible for pain my parents must endure. I’ll find him no matter what and then I will avenge my parents. You are too weak to challenge me, depart from me you fools! Bring me the king of devils! Hurry! Depart!”

Once he threatened me, I replied back, “What? You worthless devil, do as you wish! Since the Lord lives in me, I’ll feel no pain even if you are able to slice my flesh and pluck my eyes out! You better be careful since I have the Holy Blazing fire within me! I recognize you. You came to our church many times and have hindered us so much. You have hindered the pastor from writing the book, right? Well, do as you wish!” The devil showed me his knife. It was dark blue and looked very sharp. He began slicing my flesh like sushi. Feeling no pain, I didn’t even blink. “Oh, this is quite invigorating. It feels very nice. Slice all of my flesh if you like. I’m not worried because Trinity God is protecting me. Slice some more of my flesh!” I annoyed the devil with confidence. I could tell that Almighty God was protecting me and His power was with me.

When my eyes were plucked out, I didn’t feel any pain. It felt like as though someone was scratching my itch. I felt refreshed. I had no flesh; I was a skeleton. The fifty-headed devil brought a bucket filled with maggots and poured them on my body. The maggots began to penetrate my bones and they began eating my marrow. They were also eating my sliced flesh.

As the maggots gorged on my bones, I felt no pain under God’s special protection. I fervently began to pray in tongues. As I prayed, I looked over my gruesome appearance. The swarm of maggots was all over my skeleton. They had no effect, but what affected me was the thought of my mother in torment. I began to tear up. I’m a worthless sinner who is now a dried up skeleton. I gave thanks to the Lord who was protecting me even though the devil tried to inflict pain and torment. My peaceful moment was short lived. Once more, I became very angry from the thoughts of my family in torment. I was spiteful of the devils.

Whenever I think of my parents, I feel as though the blood is draining out of my body. I just wanted to find Satan and take my revenge on behalf of my family for their torment. It’s Satan who commands the demons to torment my family. But since I couldn’t locate him, I was stressed to the point of feeling suffocated. I shouted in all directions using foul language to get his attention.

Once I had seen Satan, the king of Hell, I blew up in anger. Generally, people’s natural reaction is to shiver and be overwhelmed with fear when they see evil spirits or demons, or hear the voice of Satan. But since I’ve been battling the evil spirits during prayer, I was immune to fear. When I saw him, I wasn’t moved at all, not even a twitch from my eyelid. I shouted abruptly, “Hey, are you the dog shit, Satan? The king of devils? You @#%@#@!”

I didn’t stop, but continued to speak abusively. “You’re the one who is crucifying my parents on the cross in Hell, tormenting them, and throwing them into the fire. You’re the one frying my parents, throwing them in a pot of boiling oil, right? You command the demons in Hell to drag the many people to Hell, right? I’ve come all this way to meet you here. I won’t leave peacefully! I’ll leave here when I turn Hell upside down! Don’t you have anything better to do than torment people? You’re responsible for creating accidents and misfortunes so people can die and come to Hell. You are responsible for dragging so many to Hell! You’re no better than a dog!”

This was the first time I was able to actually witness the appearance of Satan, the king of Hell. Satan’s appearance was beyond my imagination. He was imitating Father God. The size of Satan was very large. As I lifted my head, I wasn’t able to view his whole form. The height of Satan reached the confines of Hell. The width of his body reached the far left and right ends of Hell. Satan’s throne was very large, as well, and was beyond my imagination.

Satan’s wings looked like the wings of a bat and they slowly flapped. I looked at Satan for a long time with my head leaned backwards. But my neck began to hurt and so I decided to lie down in front of him. When I had lain down, I was able to see the whole figure of Satan. As I lie in front of him, Satan didn’t say a word, but just stared at me. I intentionally wanted to irritate him, so I began speaking abusively to him.

“Devil, what is up with your ugly appearance? I can’t understand how you can function as a king looking so ugly. Look at your eyes! They are slanted all the way to the side of your head. Look at me! I’m so comfortable lying here on my back.” I continued to speak abusively to him, but it didn’t matter. He didn’t move an inch, not even twitch his eyes.

Satan could have transformed himself into any form, but he continued to stand in front of me as a big and wide entity. He looked very loathsome. His face looked like a toad. His body was similar to that of a human. Hair was sparsely located throughout his body. He was very fat. It appeared as though he didn’t want to move. The king of devils didn’t tremble, so I decided to shout at him again.

With the help of Archangel Michael, I placed the ladder on Satan’s back and we began to climb the ladder. It was very high and dangerous. I couldn’t make it to the top without the help of Archangel Michael. It was strange that Satan didn’t move a muscle as we climbed up the ladder. When we reached the top of the ladder, I jumped off the ladder onto his shoulder. I tore into his skin with my fingernails, but it had no effect. Satan didn’t move a muscle. He was ignoring me, as though I was nothing to him. The skin on Satan’s back was as hard as a rock. No matter how hard I attempted to tear into his skin using my fingernails, it was useless. I shouted with all my strength as I continued to scratch into him. “You filthy devil, take this!” I prayed in tongues to myself, saying, “Trinity God, please grant me strength! Grant me power!” Then, as I continued to scratch, I was finally able to make a mark.

I tore intensely into the scratch, but Satan’s skin was very thick and I was only able to tear into it a little bit at a time. I thought to myself, ‘Why is this so difficult?’

In that moment, wisdom came to me and I cried out to the Holy Spirit, “Holy Spirit, please grant me the Holy Sword! Please grant it to me now!” As I cried out, a huge golden sword descended. When the sword came close to me, I grabbed it and pierced the back of Satan. I jabbed into his back repeatedly. I used all my strength to randomly stab all over his back. As I sliced into his back, pieces of his skin fell to the ground.

Next, I climbed up Satan’s head and I mercilessly stabbed into one of the eyes. Satan had eyes within his eyes. I returned to his back once more and I chopped off one of the wings. He jumped off his throne and screamed out loud. I shouted, “Devil, open your mouth! I’ll go into your stomach and finish you up! I’ll slice your intestines and burn them!”

With the help of the angels, I washed my body clean at the crystal clear spring waters. The water came up to the level of the archangels’ waist. However, the water came up to my neck. I also swam in the crystal clear spring waters. I went into the changing room located next to the spring waters and donned the robe. The angels helped me get onto the cloud. I was very fatigued. The archangels took me to where many other angels were. In the skies of Heaven is a small hole from which  clouds were made. It is truly amazing and marvelous. 

Jesus took me to the long tunnel room where the Holy Blazing Fire was kept. Although we looked from a distance, I could still feel the heat. The tunnel was an area off-limits to most of the souls. I asked the Lord, “Can you put me in the tunnel and take me out quickly?”

The Lord told me that when I pass through the tunnel of the Holy Blazing Fire, I would be granted new strength and power from the fire. With this new information, I begged the Lord to be placed in the tunnel. But the Lord said I need the Father’s permission. He said it wasn’t yet my time. 

Out of curiosity, I asked the Lord, “Lord, you said the tunnel is very long and it would feel endless. How long is it?” The Lord explained that in earthly terms, it would be the distance from the city of Inchon to the city of Seoul. When one enters, the person must enter and pass through it alone. Once the person enters, he cannot go back the way he entered. He must walk forward. The Lord then commanded the angels to escort me back to the church. I was very exhausted. The Lord left on other business.

It appeared as though 500 angels escorted me back. As the angels escorted me, they comforted me with encouraging words. “Saint Bong Nyu, even though you didn’t finish Satan, you have pierced, tore, and stabbed him with the Sword. You did a great job! Now, overcome your sorrows and cheer up!” We said our farewells as we smiled at each other.

Lee Haak Sung: As soon as I began to pray, an evil spirit with eight legs appeared. It lunged forward to attack me. As a chameleon, the evil spirit changed colors. It changed from green, to gray, to red, and etc. When it lunged at me, I stuck my hand out to counter it. I tried to poke it in the eyes with my fingers, but as the evil spirit dodged my counterattack and I poked the evil spirit’s nostrils instead.

The evil spirit transformed itself into a dinosaur. It had one eye with small bumps all over its body. The bumps actually looked like miniature horns. The dinosaur had a long menacing tail. I believe if it swung at me with it I could instantly die. The dinosaur appeared very frightening. I stretched out my hands and shouted, “Holy Fire!” From my hands, a fireball shot out at the dinosaur. The fireball knocked the huge dinosaur down. From the ground, the dinosaur growled to expose its crocodile’s teeth and what appeared as leeches crawled from its body.

The Lord took me in front of the Father’s throne. He is very mighty and enormous. It appeared as though He was sitting on some type of chair. Due to the bright light shining from above, I wasn’t able to look up. In a moment of fortuity, I thought I saw Father God. Father God was covered by misty clouds or what appeared to be fog. However, I was able to see the Father’s face vividly. He had a table in front of him where several large opened books laid. A bright golden color shone from the books. As I was standing in front of Father God, a group of angels arrived to take me to Heaven’s crystal clear ocean. I swam for a long period and then returned to the Lord’s church.

Once I had returned to the church, I immediately began praying. In my prayer, a scene of Jesus suffering appeared in front of me. In the scene, Jesus was walking with the cross. As he walked, He was hit with rod lashes. The Lord continued walking up a hill with the cross over His back, but He was very weak. He fell several times.

The soldier lashed at Jesus, who was already on the ground. I stretched out my hands to grab the lash and stop it, but it was futile. I couldn’t grab it; my hands went right through the lash. They placed Jesus at the cross and began hammering large nails into his hands and feet. The crown of thorns penetrated deep into His head. His blood flowed freely until His whole body was covered with blood.

During my prayers, all kinds of strange looking evil spirits appeared. One of the evil spirits had black moles at the corners of each eye. It resembled a man with a white cloth. Its eyes were like those of a frog and it gave a sharp sidelong glance at me. The evil spirit had a pale face with a forehead riddled with wrinkles. It reminded me of a chrysalis worm. Larvae and small centipedes came from its body and face. Multitudes of insects crawled all over its face.

I wanted to grab the evil spirit, but its creepy and heinous appearance prevented me. I seized it by its throat and shook it. However, when I shook it, I almost passed out. “Insects are sticking to my hands!” I screamed. I threw the evil spirit toward Sister Baek Bong Nyu. The evil spirit disintegrated into ashes as it reached her. She was covered with the Holy Fire.

Soon after, a large snake began to wiggle towards me. Its loathsome appearance forced me to grab it by its tail and I swung it several times throwing it into Mrs. Kang Hyun Ja’s direction. She was dancing in the spirit. As the snake hurdled toward Mrs. Kang Hyun Ja, it opened its mouth in attempt to bite her, but once the snake opened its mouth, a flame leaped out from Mrs. Kang Hyun ja toward the snake. The snake quickly maneuvered toward Sister Baek Bon Nyu. Fortunately, Sister Baek Bong Nyu was also blazing with Holy fire. The snake then changed directions and attacked Brother Haak Sung. Once it reached Brother Haak Sung, it coiled itself tightly on his body.

The Heavenly fruit was the size of an earth apple. The color, however, was white and the fruit had a sweet and sour taste to it. As the fruit entered my mouth, it melted softly. It was so delicious I couldn’t compare any earthly fruits to it. Since I had tasted a fruit from Heaven, the fruits on earth don’t satisfy me.

The Lord suddenly appeared and took me to visit Hell without saying a word. When we arrived in Hell, we stood in the midst of darkness where a large chair was located. The chair was covered and decorated with skulls and a long haired creature sat on it. He was a creepy looking skeleton, with small bugs moving about his face. As I looked more carefully, they appeared like caterpillars and maggots moving from his face onto his whole figure, even covering the chair.

In the middle of my prayer, an evil spirit in the form of a lizard appeared, hissing at me as it came closer to me. I was horrified and quickly grabbed its neck, throwing it towards Brother Haak Sung. Haak Sung caught it and threw it away, but it recovered and came back at me. So I grabbed it again and threw it even further, yelling “Evil spirit! In the name of Jesus Christ, depart!” It disappeared.

But after the lizard was gone, an evil spirit disguised as a young girl appeared. Half of her face was white, while the other half was black. She was trying to annoy me by scratching a chalkboard with her nails. I shouted, “I don’t want to hear that sound! Evil spirit, in the name of Jesus, depart!” However, it didn’t depart, but rather tried harder to annoy me. I was so irritated that I ran toward her and grabbed a chunk of her hair and threw her onto the ground. Once she hit the ground, she disappeared.

Soon its face became distorted. Out of nowhere a fireball came, hitting him on the tail. He ran back and forth screaming and I quickly grabbed his leg, hurling him into the distance.

When the prayer meeting was about to end, the Lord appeared. He walked toward the pastor and listened to his prayer. The Lord patted him on the back and body, especially the areas where the pastor had pain. Jesus then walked up to each church member who were still praying and patted them as well.

As soon as we arrived in Hell, we went to the place where my mother was located. I didn’t know if she was aware of the fact that I was arriving. Once she realized I had arrived, her face turned pale blue and she shouted, “Oh, Bong Nyu! Why have you come again? Leave this place quickly!” I replied, “Mother, I’m here again, because I’m worried about you. I’m concerned that Satan may seek his vengeance on you, since it was I who inflicted his eyes. I also wounded his back and tore off his wings. This is why I have come again with Jesus.” After I had explained the reason to my mother, she pleaded, “Please don’t irritate Satan. Just leave now!” As we conversed, I suddenly heard Satan’s clangorous voice echoing all around.

Even in the midst of uncertainty and terror, my mother was able to speak words of comfort. “Bong Nyu, we are in Hell. We have given up hope a long time ago. Don’t worry about us anymore. If you have anything to say to Satan, say it now and say it all.” I closely observed the wounded areas where I had attacked him. Satan’s wounded eye was covered with a black material. When I saw his other eye, it was blazing with rage. His anger was so fierce that flames would fly from him and blaze in front of me. He expressed a satisfaction of finally encountering me again. He was determined to seek his revenge. I recovered my senses and braced myself for battle.

I wasn’t frightened by Satan at all. I shouted with a voice of thunder challenging him, “You evil monster, reveal your identity! You ugly devil! Why do you torment the multitudes of people? Are you a man or woman? You miserable being! You nasty being! Why are you not revealing your identity? Once I had recovered from my sickness, I was going to teach you a lesson. But the Lord asked me not to attack you. I have no option but to talk to you in an abusive manner. I do promise you one thing; when I completely recover, I’ll cut off your head! I’ll turn all of Hell upside down. What kind of figure are you planning to transform yourself into? Reveal your identity!”

While I shouted, his face suddenly turned white and he transformed into a supernatural being. He transformed into a mountain wizard, a spirit of the mountain. Korean people worship mountain wizards as a holy god.

I became more temperamental, saying, “If I come to you now, you’re dead. You better depart now!” The old looking mountain wizard transformed back into Satan. I wanted him to reveal his identity and I hysterically shouted, “It’s worthless to boast about your enormous size. Even though your height reaches the ends of Hell, I’m not afraid of you. Reveal your identity!

“Since Trinity God lives in me, you’re nothing to be afraid of. Hurry! Reveal your true identity!” I wasn’t expecting him to transform into another being, but he did. He transformed into an enormous tall woman with long hair, wearing a black dress.

The woman was also a god I had served. In the past, as I worshipped, I wholeheartedly searched for a higher power at a famous mountain. I finally met her after I had devoted myself to it. I shouted loudly, “You have finally revealed yourself! Why have you appeared so late, ugly face? I have confirmed it is you. You can depart now before I pluck out your eyes!” The woman departed and Satan appeared.

Jesus took me to Heaven to comfort and cheer me. We arrived at a mountain where enormous lights shone. The mountains to my left and right were all shining brightly with golden colors. The brightness was blinding.

Once back at church, I began to pray. When I think about what my parents may be going through, I cannot bear the thought of their pain and torment by Satan. I was also suffering in pain and my body was weak and sick. I lay down on the church bench and I finished my prayer lying down.

As I prayed in tongues for hours, I began to experience persistent pain inside my ears. It felt like someone was using a sharp object such as a thorn to pierce my ears repeatedly. I tried to ignore the pain as I continued to pray, but the pain became unbearable. I asked Brother Haak Sung who was praying behind me, “Haak Sung, I feel a lot of pain in my ears. Could you please take a look? I’m unable to see what is causing the pain.” Haak Sung shouted, “Deaconess Shin, oh, my good Heavens! A tiny evil spirit is inside your ear and it is stabbing your ear with a sharp object! What should we do?”

I prayed for the evil spirit to be removed but it didn’t go away. Haak Sung even prayed for me, but the piercing pain continued. Since our efforts to cast it out were not effective, we eventually ran up to the altar and sought the pastor. The pastor was in prayer, but I interrupted him and urgently asked, “Pastor, I’m experiencing so much pain. My ears are stinging. Please cast out the evil spirit!” The pastor shouted, “Satan, I command you in the name of Jesus Christ! Depart!” The evil spirit instantly complied and departed. From that moment, I was able to easily continue with my prayers. Moreover, my body became hot from the Holy Spirit’s fire.

“Jesus, thank you very much.” As I thanked the Lord, He appeared very happy. Since the Lord was in a good mood, I decided to take this opportunity to ask Him for a favor. “Jesus, we are financially struggling every day. We are all poor. Please help us win the lottery!” The Lord was silent for a moment and then burst out in laughter. He looked at me and smiled. I decided to ask for an additional favor. “Jesus, I’m the smallest kid in my class. Can you please make me taller?” He didn’t reply to my request about the lottery, but he did grant my request for additional height. 

I remember Sister Baek Bong Nyu’s testimony about her attacking Satan and where his weak spots were located. I felt confident knowing where I could wound him. When I looked at Satan’s eyes, I could see that one of eyes had been previously pierced and pushed inward. I couldn’t see his eye ball. The wounded eye was the result of Sister Baek Bong Nyu’s assault on him. As I continued to observe Satan, I began to feel pain in my neck. My neck was beginning to stiffen as I had to continuously look up. Satan would also get up from his chair and then sit down. He would repeat this action over and over for some reason. I noticed he grinded his teeth frequently and his wings were torn and damaged.

After I had finished eating the fruits, I began to sing, ‘Praise Oh my soul, Baptize with the Holy Spirit’ and ‘Up and Fight against the devil.’ As I sung, Jesus walked toward deaconess Shin and Joseph. As soon as Jesus left my side, the evil spirits appeared from the corner of the room and approached me in a slow manner. “Jesus! Father! Father!” I called to the Lord and He instantly appeared.

During the middle of service, my body began to ache and I felt a sharp piercing pain moving around my whole body. The pain appeared to have a life of its own. The pastor stopped preaching and urgently ran down from the altar and shouted to Joo Eun and other spiritually awake members, asking if they knew what was happening to me. Joo Eun said I wasn’t vigilant for a moment and that gave the evil spirits an opportunity to enter me. Once the first evil spirit entered, it opened the door for others to enter my body. Yesterday, when I had visited Hell, I had jabbed Satan’s eyes and wounded his back and wings. Joo Eun explained Satan had become very angry and commanded his evil spirits to attack me with full force. 

At 5 AM, we were still able to pray. I felt fortunate to have a couple hours available to pray. The evil spirits had violently tormented my body and I was left afflicted. I asked the Lord about my afflicted body. Whenever evil spirits are cast out from someone, the victim is left with the physical consequences. I see why the pastor still complains about the pains in his shoulder and back. I think there were about thirty evil spirits in my body.

Among the torturing equipment, I saw farming equipment as well, scrapers, iron hooks, and grain sickles. There were even guns and knives, along with other numerous torturing devices made out of iron. I was startled to see my maternal grandmother, maternal uncle, my cousin, and my aunt standing in front of Satan’s throne.

Suddenly, Satan began to torment my cousin. I think he was intentionally trying to agitate me and get my reaction. Satan used his long fingernails to tear the flesh off my cousin’s back. My cousin screamed in pain and tumbled down. However, that didn’t satisfy Satan’s anger. He began to tear the flesh off his head and crushed his skull into pieces. My cousin’s head became dust as he screamed in agony, “Save me! Please! Ahh!” I lost my patience and ran toward Satan, kicking his foot, but he didn’t budge. I was helpless. There was no way I could do anything, due to his enormous size. Satan was strong and huge; I was ineffective.

Jesus observed how I handled the situation. I remembered Joo Eun’s story about attacking Satan. She had climbed up his body and wounded him. I felt I had to do something, I couldn’t just watch helplessly. I began to climb up Satan’s body grabbing the hair on his body. I also used my nails to pierce his body and climb up. Due to his size, when I looked down, I felt like I was looking down from a high cliff. I began to shake. Fear crept into me due to the enormous height.

Although I desired to inflict damage on Satan, I couldn’t because I didn’t have a weapon. I prayed openly, “God, please give me the sword of Holy Spirit!” As soon as I prayed, a sword made out of gold slowly descended from Heaven. I quickly grabbed it and began to attack the areas where it had already been wounded by the other church members.

I continued to pierce the previously wounded areas with all my strength. I jabbed its wounded eye and began to swing at his wings. I managed to cut them off completely. Now, he will never be able to use these wings again.

My hands continued to move in many different motions. I was amazed and curious how the variety of motions came so naturally. As with anything the Holy Spirit leads or oversees, I wouldn’t have thought of it with my finite mind. It’s always a pleasant surprise and sometimes I’m just astounded.

Whenever I begin to pray, I ask myself, “What kind of motions will my hands make today?” In a way, I would like to hold my hands and arms together and not have them move. I would just like to concentrate on my prayers. When I am under the supervision of the Holy Spirit, my voice, arms, and hands are led by His power and I cannot resist.

If I ever resisted, I would feel like I am pushing Him away and denying Him. I must obey Him. I wish to wrap and finish up everything as quickly as possible, but it appears God is working very slowly, as if He were not in a hurry. It is though as Jehovah’s Spirit is moving very smoothly on the surface of water.

Since the Lord isn’t in a hurry, I’m the one who feel agitated with the pace of progress. Since I’m impatient and seek for quick and powerful results, I’m concerned I may be not following God’s rule. I live in a world that makes quick changes. Any delay would make me think I’m behind. I believe I’m already accustomed to the modern lifestyle. The things that are happening within the church, especially my personal experiences under the Holy Spirit’s guidance make me feel they are progressing very slowly. If I want to stay in God’s will, I must dispose of all my previous habits and personal experiences as a pastor.

The Lord continues to ask me if I will lead the ministry according to His will or lead the ministry based on my own understanding. The foundation of my understanding would be the education, disciplines, and philosophies I have learned throughout the years. What is the ministry according to His will? Were all the years in the ministry in vain? What was I doing when I so passionately ministered? One thing is very clear. The Lord doesn’t recognize the previous ministry I had done with so much confidence and with the assumption I was doing it according to His will. As I realized the ministry I had labored for wasn’t recognized by the Lord, my whole body began to shake in reverence. The Lord had pinpointed and diagnosed my condition. Even as I was in the process of writing the first book, the Lord had commanded me to write mostly about the congregations’ experiences. Most importantly, the Lord requested me to totally obey as I write the book. My perseverance and obedience would produce a more authentic book.

As I prayed on the subject of spiritual awakening, I sensed I was almost near Heaven. However, the evil spirits attacked me with a greater force. As my prayers got deeper and as I drew near Heaven, the evil spirits I had defeated earlier began to attack the other church members. Their plan was to attack the church members and physically hinder them in order to distract my prayer. The distraction would prevent me from obtaining spiritual awakening. 

Once again, Sister Baek Bong Nyu was defeated by the evil spirits and several of their groups had entered her body. She was attacked late into the night and we end up battling until 5 AM. As a result of the previous attack, my body was already subject to continuous and increasing pain. The variety of pain and aches of my body resulted in me laying down most of the day.

We battled and cast out the evil spirits throughout most of the night. We barely had time to begin our prayer at 5 AM, which finished at 8:30 AM. The battles with our enemies had greatly taken time away from praying. I drove and dropped off my congregation after prayers. When I arrived at my home, it was 9 AM. When I entered the house, my daughter, in a state of surprise shouted, “Daddy, angels and the evils spirits are fighting in the master bedroom!” Startled, I replied, “What? Let’s go and assist the angels with our prayers!” My wife and Joseph joined us as we quickly began our second prayer meeting in the house.

As Joseph and Joo Eun prayed, they witnessed the scene with their spiritual eyes. They stated that the dark spirits came in groups. Even though Joseph’s spiritual eyes aren’t fully opened, he was able to battle and hunt down the evil spirits with her help. “Evil spirits never stop; they never give us any rest.” I continued to pray in tongues, but I realized I was limited with my abilities to hunt them all down.

We were very tired and vexed by their continued attacks. We used the Holy Fire and defeated the evil spirits. They were all disintegrated and burnt. With the battle over, we finally had the opportunity to eat breakfast. However, it was already time for lunch. Joo Eun stated, “Dad, the four angels are protecting us.” I asked her, “Joo Eun, do you think you can talk to the angels?” She replied, “Yes, I’ve been having conversations with them for quite some time.” I asked Joo Eun to tell the angels they did a good job today. Joo Eun began to ask the angels questions about themselves. Then, the Lord appeared and our conversations continued.

Angels: (As they listened in on the conversation, they begin to intervene). “Saint Joo Eun, you shouldn’t argue or fight. Whenever the saints argue or fight with each other, their rewards decrease dramatically. Please don’t argue anymore.”

Kim Joo Eun: “Lord, sometimes we feel a heavy pressure upon our bodies when we are sleeping. Why does this physical reaction occur during our sleep?”

Angels: “Wow! Is this true? Our story will be written in a book?”

Kim Joo Eun: “Yes, of course!”

The angels were ecstatic and continued to dance more impressively. They wished to continue our conversations, but the Lord intervened.

Kim Joo Eun: “Jesus, what happens when a person dies? How many angels come and escort the person?”

As the days pass during our 30 day prayer rally, the battles with the evil spirits intensify. Whenever the “little sheep” pray under the harsh conditions from the weather, my heart feels pity for them and I cannot help but cry. We are weary physically and spiritually from the onslaught of attacks by the evil spirits.

The battles go back and forth. Sometimes we gain ground and sometimes the evil spirits gain ground. This routine is repeated over and over.

Although the battles are intense, we never stop crying out to the Lord during battle. In fact, we persistently cry out to Him. We gathered around 9 PM. Before the service, we sang and praised the Lord. As we were worshipping, Sister Baek Bong Nyu was attacked. She was the first one to encounter evil spirits. During the attack, she fell forward. The evil spirits began to enter Sister Baek Bong Nyu’s body. They were invisible; I couldn’t see their forms or figures with my eyes. The attack was sudden and we weren’t prepared to engage the evil spirits.

As a man, I felt skeptical about the call to be a pastor. I thought, “I must be walking in spiritual darkness. Why can I not prevent the spiritual attacks? Why am I engaging after the fact?” The church members fell, rolled on the floor and cried out in pain. I felt helpless and unable to assist them. Then suddenly, my wife couldn’t move; her legs were paralyzed. My son, Joseph, was attacked and he began to experience a severe migraine. My daughter, Joo Eun, fell victim as her arm was broken. Yoo Kyung and Haak Sung fell on the floor, as well, as they were victimized by the evil spirits.

If I cast out the evil spirits from one member, they would just jump to another member and attack their next victim. Our church members would be in torment. As a pastor, I feel inadequate. I feel I’m not very spiritual. I’m unable to satisfy the church members’ spiritual thirst. Until this moment, I haven’t realized how inadequate I am as a pastor. The battle today has clearly reflected my spiritual weakness. I feel so miserable and distressed at this moment.

For three days, we’ve been battling with the evil spirits. As a result, I haven’t been able to get a good night sleep. It didn’t matter where I was, either at church or at my home. The evil spirits gave me no rest. The battle from last night especially made us weary. That battle continued until 8 in the morning and it was a Sunday. Although I utilized all my faith and spiritual abilities, I was ineffective.

I, therefore, had no choice but to seek assistance from the Lord. I pleaded to the Lord, but the Lord demanded that I defeat the evil spirits with my faith unto the end. Since Sunday service was drawing near, I became impatient and pressed the Lord. “Jesus, help me! I’m begging you! Either intervene or send Archangel Michael to assist. Please hurry! It doesn’t matter who helps us.” As I urgently pleaded, Joseph, Joo Eun, and Haak Sung joined in with the call for help. We were all covered in tears. Our bodies were soaked with sweat. Soon after, many angels arrived from Heaven and they stood in front of us.

It appeared as though several hundred to several thousand angels arrived. They continued to arrive and they gathered around us. We were encircled by them. The angles began to shield us and cover us with bright shining layers of light. The evil spirits attempted to attack. In a short time, I saw a tremendous shining bright light come down from Heaven. Archangel Michael was approaching us. He was riding a white horse, a horse with wings. As he rode, he was swinging an enormous bright sword. With one swing, he had decapitated some of the evil spirits.

The remaining evil spirits became confused and they began to scatter before Archangel Michael. Michael strode near and around the church members. As he strode near the church members, he attacked the evil spirits and decapitated them. As the evil spirits were decapitated, a dark smoke emerged from their bodies and they disappeared.

The angels spread their wings apart to form a defensive shield to protect the church members. Michael continued to ride and attack the evil spirits with his sword. The evil spirits screamed and fled in confusion. It was pandemonium for them. Jesus appeared and observed the situation.

Several groups of evil spirits entered my mother’s body. Our prayer time was shortened as we assisted and cast out the evil spirits from her. Although the situation seemed like pandemonium and my mother was in torment, the pastor kept his composure and continued to lead a strong effective service. The pastor’s word was combined and strengthened by God’s power. As a result, when our prayer meeting began, the presence of the Holy Spirit’s fire was very powerful.

Today was much colder than usual. As a result, I wasn’t in a good mood and my head was filled with pessimistic thoughts. However, as soon as I began to pray, the Holy Spirit’s powerful fire entered my heart. The fire moved in a circular fashion. Once the fire entered my heart, I began to sweat from the heat and energy. I witnessed multitudes of angels arriving from Heaven. They were coming through the cross door from the altar. The evil spirits were still in my mother’s body and tormenting her. The pain would cause my mother to roll on the floor. My mother was helpless. She didn’t know what to do to make her torment stop. She cried and screamed continuously. All the church members were engaging in the battle to cast out the evil spirits. The battle continued until morning. Gratefully, with the assistance of Archangel Michael, we defeated the evil spirits and were able to finish the day’s service.

When the Archangel Michael and Jesus returned to Heaven, we were able to find time to pray individually. As I prayed in tongues, I saw a group of dark shadows crawling out from a corner. Within seconds, an evil spirit resembling a large dinosaur appeared and began to run towards me. As it charged toward me, its head cracked open and I was able to see slimy red wiggling objects inside of its head. As I observed the situation, I felt like my soul was leaving my body. At that second, in a moment of weakness, I was attacked by the evil spirit. I was very startled and called for the Lord. “Jesus, help me! Come quickly and save me!” The Lord arrived instantly and grabbed the dinosaur’s tail and tossed it. The evil spirit screamed as he fled.

Next, the group of dark shadow evil spirits pulled on my vest. I tried to break loose, but I wasn’t able to and my prayer was disrupted. As soon as I realized I couldn’t defeat them with my own strength, I decided to shout the power of the Holy Fire. I began to shout, “Holy Fire! Holy Fire!” Suddenly, a blazing fire drew forth from my body and disintegrated the dark shadow spirits.

As I began to pray in tongues, I began to hear a song. I danced and prayed in rhythm of the song. I noticed an evil spirit resembling an iron mask draw near to me. I continued to pray and my hands were moving with the rhythm of the music. The iron mask spirit came close and I took off the mask. As I removed the mask, a swarm of insects appeared from it. I destroyed them with the Holy Fire. Once I had defeated the evil spirits, the Lord arrived and handed me a candy from Heaven. It was very sweet and delicious. However, I ate it too quickly and began to cough. 

Jesus knew that if He asked me to visit Hell, I would have resisted. 

I love to visit Heaven. Whenever I have an opportunity to visit Heaven, I enjoy it very much. I wished I could live there now forever. But Hell is a very horrible and frightful place. It’s a place I don’t want to visit or think about. When the Lord asked me if I wanted to visit Heaven, I felt trapped. Whenever I experience visiting Hell, I go through sleepless nights. My body experiences the residual pain of Hell.

As I was thinking, I saw my relatives being dragged. They were forced to stand in a line where a large evil creature awaited. The evil creature was so large that it looked like his height reached the tip of Hell. There were many crossed shaped trees standing tall in front of the enormous creature.

The other evil spirits were preparing to crucify my relatives on the crosses. The large creature appeared to be the king. Every time he commanded, his inferiors and my relatives shook in fear. The enormous size of the evil creature, its thunderous voice, and its appearance frightened me. I ended up crying.

With an expression of concern, my grandmother wiped my tears away. I was never allowed to hold hands with anyone in Hell but, this time, my grandmother was allowed to come closer and wipe my tears. As she wiped the tears, I felt the cold from her hand. It was cold as ice. “Yoo Kyung, why have you come here again? This isn’t the kind of place to visit. Leave now.” As she spoke, she wept with me.

As my grandmother wept she bowed her head down to the Lord and said, “My beloved Jesus, thank you for bringing my granddaughter, Yoo Kyung.” My uncle, who was standing next to my grandmother, asked, “Yoo Kyung, where is your mother?” I said, “Mother is in great pain. She can’t even pray. She has to lie down in church.” Uncle asked, “Is this true? I wish her health and to be well.” He was worried about my mother. I saw my grandfather and cousin standing next to them. I don’t know what kind of torment my grandfather went through before he came to this place but the skin from his body and face had been torn off.

With their faces distraught, my uncle and cousin expressed their concerns. “Yoo Kyung, for what purpose have you come here? Get out of this place now!” As my grandmother wept, she spoke once more. “Yoo Kyung, I also want to leave this place. Since you are with Jesus, please ask the Lord to take me out of this place with you. Hell is a place of unbearable torment and pain. It is such a frightening place. Please help me get out of this place.”

I hysterically shouted, “Grandma, grandma! Devil, I won’t let you get away with this! Don’t touch my grandma!” As I shouted, I realized I was at church and was praying. Jesus patted my head, spoke, and comforted me as I wept and prayed.

During the service, several evil spirits lined up in a row and entered my body. They caused numbness in my left hand. I wasn’t able to see distinguish their appearance. They continued to saturate into my body. I was in tremendous pain and rolling on the floor. The pastor and Mrs. Kang Hyun Jas noticed the disruption and stopped their prayer to come to my assistance. Other congregation members also assisted. They all began to cast out the evil spirits. Casting out all the evil spirits from my body was difficult. The group spent a good deal of time battling.

The battle with the evil spirits continued throughout the night. The evil spirits within my body resisted greatly. The pastor and his wife cast out all the evil spirits one at a time. They prayed throughout the night. There were many evil spirits inside of me. The evil spirits tormented me throughout the night. My body twisted in all directions. The group eventually cast all the evil spirits out by early morning. When they first had entered my body I wasn’t able to see their forms or shapes. However, as they were cast out one by one, I was able to clearly see their forms.

I observed many different types of snakes, some were large and some were small. I also saw insects that looked grotesque and creepy. Moreover, there was an evil spirit that looked like a young girl with other evil spirits who had horns. All of them were cast out one by one. Once delivered, I felt relieved and freed. My body was sore and I had a difficult time moving. I had to pray lying down.  The Lord came with a group of angels to visit. The Holy Spirit came as well and gave me holy fire. A fireball entered into my heart.

After I had plenty of rest in Heaven, I felt I had recovered. I hung out with the angels and had a good time. I returned to the church and saw Archangel Michael hunting down the evil spirits. He was riding a white horse and rode between the praying church members. Since the pastor had cast out the evil spirits out of me, he didn’t have an opportunity to pray during the night. Therefore, he prepared to pray in the morning. I saw about fifty evil spirits surround the pastor. They were waiting for an opportunity to attack the pastor. Archangel Michael drew closer to the pastor and shouted, “All you filthy evil spirits, how dare you come and assemble here!” He swung his shining sword which appeared like a golden light. The Archangel Michael swung his bright golden sword and the evil spirits next to the pastor had their heads cut off. They all became ashes. I saw smoke rise from the ashes as the evil spirits fled to Hell. The scene was very vivid. As I compare Joo Eun with the other youngsters, I see that she is especially bright, expressive, and always cheerful.

The pastor’s family is experiencing financial difficulties. Although they have always lived in poverty, their children are disciplined and well raised. They never complain about their situation. Most of our church members are rejects from other churches. They have all settled here and have become stable in their faith.

A group of evil spirits which were driven out by Archangel Michael returned to enter Mrs. Kang Hyun Ja. All fifty of them combined forces and surrounded her. They waited for an opportunity to enter her body. Fortunately, Archangel Michael came to her side and shouted, “Have you not learned?” Michael swung his sword once and the evil spirits’ heads were cut off. They disintegrated and became ash.

As the pastor, his wife, and the deaconess Shin persistently prayed, a group of angels appeared and covered them with their wings as a shield for protection. Archangel Michael continued to battle the evil spirits and he decapitated them with his golden sword.

There was only one day left in the prayer rally and I wasn’t spiritually awakened. I felt heavy and troubled. Tears began streaming down my face. Previously, when our group finished with the prayer meeting, I would listen to the testimonies of others about their spiritual awakening. I couldn’t help but envy them. The Lord was still silent and I didn’t hear anything from the Lord. Joo Eun and the other congregation members explained the reason I wasn’t experiencing the awakening. They explained I was being called to be in the ministry as a pastor. Therefore, I had to pray until God was satisfied. I didn’t know why pastors had to pray longer and harder. My father, Pastor Kim wasn’t spiritually awakened either. I thought perhaps his heart might be in despair. However, the pastor didn’t express any emotions of disappointment, but rather he comforted me with words of encouragement, “Let’s pray and be patient.”

During my prayer, I burst out with tears of repentance. I cried for a good while. “Lord, please open my spiritual eyes! Show me something. Please?” As I prayed in tongues, I saw a blue light blinking in the midst of darkness. It then disappeared. I prayed and expected to see the blue light again. My heart was eager for it. However, I didn’t see the blue light. I was disappointed but not angry.

Although I have repented with tears for some lengthy time, I haven’t seen any visions. As I remember the nights of praying, that in itself is a miracle. Without the Lord’s help, it wouldn’t have been possible. My commitment to praying is a result of God’s grace and compassion. As I listened to the members’ testimony of spiritual awakening and their experiences of visiting Heaven and Hell, I felt ashamed and I questioned my faith. My faith was more of a show I tried to keep up with others. Presently, I’m fiercely confessing my sins with tears of repentance.

My husband was closely observing my son, Jung Min. His behavior had totally changed. Jung Min had an experience of visiting Hell before me. My son stared at me and said, “Mom, you have to visit Hell and experience it.” I had to comfort myself as I was startled by his remark.

My son, Jung Min, is only a child who is ready to enter elementary school. He used to be addicted to the games on the internet and watching cartoons. However, after he experienced the blazing fire by the Holy Spirit, he was born again and received a Holy gift. He hasn’t watched television or played games on the internet for almost a month. Now that he has dedicated himself in prayer, he can easily pray for three hours with his hands raised to the air. His ambition is now to be a pastor. He is reading and studying the Bible every day. I hope to see his plans come about.

While I was in prayer, three evil spirits appeared at the same time. Out of the three, one appeared very strong. The strong looking spirit had a body with defined muscles. He was a large spirit with three heads. The spirit ran around my side to distract and confuse me. I ran after him and grabbed his legs. Once I got a grip on the spirit, I swung him around. Holy Spirit fire came from my hand and entered into the evil spirit. The evil spirit instantly disintegrated into ashes. I noticed a black object hiding behind the deaconess Shin. I confronted the black object in the same manner as the muscled spirit. Soon, another evil spirit in the form of a dinosaur appeared. Its skull was cracked open. Without mercy, I grabbed and swung it around several times. It crashed and broke into pieces. From its destroyed body, many different filthy, creepy bugs rapidly crawled out. It became a swarm. I loudly shouted, “Fire of Holy Spirit!” Fire shot out from my body, destroying and burning all the evil spirits and the swarms of insects.

As I cried out to the Lord for tears of repentance, Sister Joo Eun, who was sitting and praying next to me, burst into tears and began to repent. At that moment, I followed suit. As I was praying, I saw angels come down from Heaven and they covered all of our church members with thick layers of bright light all around us. The protective layers of light were so bright that I couldn’t stare into it. A group of evil spirits appeared and attacked us. They had watched and waited for a chance to enter through the protective lights.

The angels had come to take me, as the Lord had commanded them. “The Lord is waiting. Hurry, we have to leave now because He is waiting for you.” As soon as I moved outside the protective layers of light, the angels and I flew up into the air. The evil spirits flew after us and attempted to attack. The angels and I were in fierce battle as we flew.

The Lord accompanied me to Hell. Unexpectedly, the king of evil spirits stood in front of me. At first, I didn’t know what type of evil spirit it was. I didn’t have a chance to identify it. However, I recognized it when it began to converse with me.

My brother cried out, “Sister Bong Nyu, I wish to see my daughter who was born after my death!” My mother spoke right after. “My daughter Bong Nyu, I miss his baby daughter very much. Soon after his daughter was born, I died.” Their words were difficult to comprehend since they were in torment. How could they experience missing their children in such a place? Their pain was so horrendous, how was it possible that they could feel any other emotions?

Since their curiosity about their family was so great, I had to give them updates. My brother’s daughter, my niece, was already more than 20 years old. I told my brother that she wasn’t a Christian. However, I promised him I would evangelize her and lead her to the Lord’s church. 

My mother was dressed in white, my brother and nephew were dressed in black. The creature laid my family members on the ground next to one another. The creature began to pierce my mother’s body, starting at the foot. The nail was very sharp, long, and thick. “Ahh! Bong Nyu, Save me! Please help me!” Skin was being torn from her flesh as blood poured from all over her body. The screaming and wailing were heard over the whole place. My ear drums felt like they were going to explode from the loud wailing.

The scenes of Hell aren’t created through my imagination; they aren’t fictional. Hell is a real place. Whatever I witnessed, those events were happening in front of me. The scenes and sounds of torment are real. How could I create an imagination of such misery! My limited patience expired and I shouted like an insane person. “Lord, please do something! Please! Quickly! I cannot bear to see it anymore! Please! Why don’t you punish the evil bastard who is tormenting my mother?” I cried hysterically.

With tears, I cried, “Mother, my poor mother! She’s in such torment because I had irritated Satan. It’s my fault my family is in greater torment. What should I do? Mother, please forgive me! It’s my fault!” Satan commanded his subordinates to continue piercing my mother’s body. The creatures pierced my mother’s stomach, chest, neck, and her head. They showed no mercy. My mother passed out from time to time and screamed in between. Blood and pieces of skin were everywhere. She didn’t look human anymore.

My brother and nephew suffered terribly witnessing my mother’s torment. They shook uncontrollably. After they had finished with my mother, they ran toward my brother and nephew. They began to pierce their bodies with nails just as they had with my mother. “Ah! Sister Bong Nyu, save me! Please help me!” “Auntie, help me! Auntie, please ask the Lord, quickly!” The evil creatures continued to pierce without mercy. The screams from my brother and nephew echoed to the confines of Hell.

The Lord saw me getting more agitated, so he quickly grabbed my hand. Instantly a bright light appeared before my eyes. I was already in Heaven. After I had been in the darkness of Hell, the bright light of Heaven made my mind feel empty. The sudden change of environment had confused me.

Although I was in Heaven, the thought of my family in Hell brought tears to my eyes. I couldn’t help but think of my family tormented in Hell. I was experiencing unbearable pain. There was no comfort for my broken heart. The Lord flew me to the highest point in Heaven’s sky. I saw a unique cloud, which was shaped like a bridge. While the Lord and I walked across the cloud, He held my hand. However, my thoughts were still of my family in torment.

After returning to church, I began to pray but soon after I fell asleep. During my sleep, my guardian angel with three other angels watched over and protected me. After I had awakened, I asked the angels where the Lord had gone. The Lord had been with me before I fell asleep. The angels replied, “Don’t worry. The Lord will be back shortly.” Right after they had answered, the Lord appeared. I asked, “Lord, our 30 day prayer rally will be completed tomorrow. I won’t have the opportunity to visit Hell again. I would like to visit Hell one last time.”

The Lord brought me back to Hell and He left me alone. I began walking through the darkness. The path was narrow so I had to move cautiously. I recognized the path and I was able to find my way around and move forward. I continued to walk forward but I couldn’t see anything or sense anything. I was suddenly trapped in a cell. I attempted to figure out where I was trapped, but I couldn’t see a thing. Furthermore, I was barely able to move.

After a few moments, a couple evil spirits appeared and they removed all of my clothes. I was trapped in a small cell or chamber. I felt strange sticky objects on the ground. They began climbing up my legs and body. As they stuck onto my body, it felt like as though someone had squeezed super sticky glue all over me. I instantly reacted and shouted at the evil spirits, “You evil creatures, the Trinity of God is protecting me. I’m not afraid of you. My Lord protects me! All of you evil creatures in Hell listen to me. There aren’t many days left until God destroys Hell! Just wait until that dreadful day!” I unintentionally said some abusive words as well.

While I shouted, the sticky objects continued to climb up my chest, neck and toward my mouth. It appeared as though they were attempting to stick on my mouth and close it. I cried out louder, “Evil creatures, I curse you! You will be destroyed soon!” As I shouted, my whole body trembled.

Soon after, dark colored centipedes began to come from inside of the sticky objects. They were crawling all over my body. They began to penetrate my skin. Fortunately, as I was protected by God, I felt no pain. I laughed and ridiculed them in a nonchalant manner.

The king of the evil creatures was irritated at my nonchalance. He signaled and soon countless snakes appeared and coiled around my body, continuously biting me.

Confidently, I shouted, “Yes, that feels quite nice. Please bite me some more! You are relieving the areas I itch.” As I laughed and ridiculed the creatures and insects, a group of cobras stood upright and continued to bite me.

It didn’t matter how many times they bit me or hardened their grip, I couldn’t feel any pain. All of a sudden, my chamber was filled with more snakes. I prayed to the Lord, “Lord, please help me! Where are you? Please come quickly!” I continued to call upon His name, but to no avail. He didn’t appear.

I didn’t know how much time had passed that I was praying in tongues, but it was for quite awhile. The Lord appeared in the midst of a bright light. I quickly called him, “Lord, Lord!” I was very glad to see Him. When Jesus waved His hand, the chamber and Hell disappeared. I was wearing a bright shining gown with wings attached. No matter where I was, if Jesus was not with me, it would be Hell.

Yesterday, the group of evil spirits entered into Sister Baek Bong Nyu. The battle of casting out evil spirits took all night long. It was Sunday and I was attacked as well by the evil spirits. In a moment of weakness, as my mind wondered, I was physically stricken.

During another night time service, Sister Baek Bong Nyu was attacked and the evil spirits entered into her. Different hordes of spirits induced terrible pain in Sister Baek Bong Nyu. Fortunately, the evil spirits didn’t enter into her head. However, due to the unbearable pain throughout her body which increased every minute, she fell to the floor in agony. When this happened the night before, we left the church uneasy. When we arrived home, we all had a restless night. Tomorrow, we will complete the 30 day prayer rally even if we are attacked again. The evil spirits are persistent with their attacks. I am frankly getting tired of their attacks.

Battling and casting out evil spirits takes a toll on us spiritually and it weakens our physical bodies. The whole prayer team was exhausted. However, the Lord gradually strengthened us. I thought, “I’ll fight to the death!” One by one, I cast out the evil spirits with intense focus. Suddenly, the pastor’s wife fell to the floor. While she had been casting out evil spirits with the pastor, the evil spirits had attacked her and entered into her body. She was susceptible due to her weakened state, physically and spiritually.

The evil spirits would alternate their attacks between the pastor’s wife and Sister Baek Bong Nyu. It looked as though they were intentionally trying to deceive us as to their target. They were mocking us. The battle continued until early morning and the evil spirits continued to resist our commands. Then, the Lord intervened. At first, He stood and observed our actions even though we cried out to Him. The Lord didn’t command the evil spirits to depart. As the Lord observed our battle, He questioned our ability to persistent and to have faith to cast out the evil spirits. We were commanding the evil spirits as one voice. He continued to watch and observe.

It even appeared to me as though we were a group of insane lunatics. An outsider could have said we were all mentally disturbed. I couldn’t understand how we ended up in such a predicament.  My mind was weak and doubtful. But, I knew if I judge spiritual situations with a worldly mindset, I would be sinning terribly before the Lord. I gathered myself and focused my mind. I continued to cast out the evil spirits with the Lord’s name. I used to believe that casting out evil spirits would only require simple words instructed by the Bible. However, through the prayer rally and experiencing the battles personally, I had to repent before God in regards to the nature of spiritual warfare. As usual, we battled the evil spirits throughout the night until early morning. Once the battle ended, we were able to pray individually. God moved my hands in motions that would heal.

Fifteen days ago, I was severely attacked by violent evil spirits. I was bitten and a mark was left on my skin. I was in terrible pain. The bite mark wasn’t healing and the pain continued. I now understand the logic behind the attack. The evil spirits know about the book I’m writing. I write with my right hand. The attack was primarily on the right side of my body. My right hand, right wrist, right shoulder, right side of my back, and my nerves were all in pain. The evil spirits attempted to hinder me from completing the book.

Before the attack, I was able to freely preach, worship, and pray as much as I desired. But now, every time I talk or move, I’m in unbearable pain. I’m not able to move or function properly. This is the result of my negligence. The Lord had commanded me to keep what I had witnessed and experienced a secret until the book was released. However, I was disobedient. My negligence had brought terrible results upon me. Now, I’m more cautious in all matters. Until the books are completed and released, I avoid mentioning any part of the experiences with anyone. In fact, I try to avoid any short or long conversations with my family. I realize how fearful it can be to disobey His commands. As I repent every day, I hope to be healed as soon as possible.

However, many times, filthy evil spirits disguised as the Lord would appear. They also knew I would frequently call upon the Lord and ask questions. At first, I couldn’t differentiate the between the Lord and the evil spirits. I had been deceived several times. But now, I would test the spirit that would appear. By testing the spirit, I can differentiate between the Lord and the evil spirits. Evil spirits cannot shed their blood. Evil spirits cannot take up the cross. They are all liars. They lie every time they appear. The Lord has granted me wisdom to identify evil spirits. I can instantly identify them now.

When I ask questions that pertain to my physical desires, greed, or trivial matters, the Lord would turn His back to me and keep silent. Since I’m an immature young child, the Lord would have to answer my questions in a way I can understand. I’m very thankful to the Lord for His kindness. The Lord is very sensitive with a beautiful heart. He is also warm, gentle, and sentimental. He is omniscient; He knows what is deep inside all our hearts. Sometimes, Jesus would disclose some information regarding my mother and father through me. I cannot determine how my parents feel or think from their outer appearance. However, Jesus would give me a message which only they would know because it is deep within their hearts. When I gave the message to my parents, they were stunned. The message from the Lord would lead them to surrender and repentance. 

I was able to attend the whole prayer rally this time since I was on winter vacation. When I attended, I prayed fervently. I even quit piano lessons and other activities so that I may pray. As a result, Jesus blessed me very much. On the other hand, I was apprehensive about my school. I knew once school started, my opportunity to pray would be limited. It has been nine months since I had watched any television or used the computer. At first, it was very difficult in giving up those activities. However, now, I really enjoy the fellowship with the Lord. Now, the time I used to spend on television and the computer is used to pray and study the word. I give all the glory to Jesus.

Since today is the last day of our 30 day prayer rally, I have prepared myself to pray fervently. I will pray with dedication and with all my heart. I held my right hand with Brother Haak Sung, our fingers were interlocked. My left hand was lifted up high into the air and I was praying in tongues. As I was praying with my eyes closed, I sensed and felt as though someone was holding onto my left hand with our fingers interlocked. A jolt of electricity ran through my left hand into my body. Being startled, I tried to figure out what it was. I felt someone’s touch; it was very strong, like someone was holding my hand. Since I was still in prayer, I hadn’t opened my eyes at all. However, I decided to ask Brother Haak Sung. “Brother Haak Sung, I feel someone holding my left hand. Do you know who it is? Could you check for me? Please let me know.” He replied, “Brother Joseph, Jesus is holding your hand at this moment and He is flying towards Heaven. Don’t open your eyes and continue to pray!”

As I continued to pray, I felt as though I was flying through some dark space. Suddenly, a blue light appeared. It approached me and passed by me, as fast as light. Then, another blue light passed by me, a large blue light. As I continued to fly further out, I encountered countless stars going past me. I shouted, “Wow! What an amazing sight! This is beautiful!” With my prayer going deeper, I continued to see many stars passing by me at light speed. The stars of the galaxy are so beautiful. I felt like an astronaut shooting through space. I thought, “Maybe I am dreaming.” I decided to pinch myself. Yes, my physical body was still in church praying. However, as I touched my physical body, I was also in the spiritual realm at the same time.

While my physical body was praying in tongues, I was flying fast spiritually. Suddenly, an object that resembled a penny came into my sight. The round object was partially covered with some black material. It turned out to be full moon, but it was an eclipse I was witnessing. The eclipse created a crescent moon. The moon shone with golden rays of light. The golden light was so bright I couldn’t look straight into it. I had never experienced such brightness. The light was swinging like a pendulum. It swung back and forth and up to 120 degrees. As the light swung back and forth, the colors of rainbow beamed out.

I instantly thought, ‘Wow! Maybe that place is Heaven’s twelve pearl gates!’ I assumed today would be the day to visit Heaven. I started to pray more fervently, but for some reason my prayers wouldn’t move me forward. It didn’t matter how loud I prayed, I didn’t move forward. I wasn’t flying as before at great speeds. I was stagnant after I had witnessed the rainbow and the colors of light. It appeared as though time stood still.

I was so close. I was so frustrated! I wasn’t able to go any further so I turned back. My heart collapsed and felt empty. I had hoped to have another experience to pass into the pendulum. When the prayer rally ended, it was 7 o’clock in the morning.

After we had finished our prayer rally, Brother Haak Sung and I had a conversation. While we were conversing, the pastor and Deaconess Shin gave Jung Min a ride to his house. Brother Haak sang and I discussed our experiences during the time of prayer. Suddenly, a black object appeared and it moved around me with great speed. The object flew around me and continued to speed up until it spun like a tornado. At that moment, it darkened around me and I felt dizzy. I attempted to stay alert and hold onto something. But I lost my balance and fell onto the concrete floor, hitting my head on the floor. I had passed out. Sister Baek Bong Nyu and my mother ran toward me. They were startled and apprehensive of my situation. I found out later through the church members who were spiritually awakened what had happened. All their explanations were the same.

Although I am spiritually awakened, my spirituality is immature. I felt if I pray a little longer, I would be visiting Heaven and Hell and I would receive the gift of prophesying. The evil spirits were aware of these facts. I was the center of their attacks. Their purpose was to prevent me from being fully awakened spiritually. The church members who had witnessed my fall all state they saw an evil spirit disguised as an angel. The spirit had quietly hovered around me. It had quickly circled around me at high speeds to force me onto the floor. After I had fallen down, they saw the evil spirit with two other evil spirits enter my head. They were the cause of my headache.

The church members assisted me and got me back on my feet. I was experiencing a migraine. All I remembered was the explanation I was given. The spiritually awakened members gathered around me and began to cast out the evil spirits. But despite their efforts, my headache became worse.

Everyone eagerly waited for the pastor. I had had other headaches before and they were bearable, but this time with evil spirits behind my migraine, it was painfully unbearable. I felt as though I was going insane. The pain got so bad I screamed out loud. As I screamed in pain, the pastor arrived. The pastor saw me on the floor pleading for help. He asked me what had happened. The church members with one voice explained what had happened. Once the pastor was informed, he boisterously shouted, “Cursed evil spirits, in the mighty name of Jesus, be bound and depart!” As soon as the pastor shouted, the evil spirits fled screaming. After that I was able to breathe and settle down. The headache began to go away.

The Lord told us that as He laughs and smiles in Heaven, the angels and the saints are well aware of the reason why He is so happy. The angels and the saints are eager to hear of any recent news. The saints had pressured Jesus into telling them why He was in such a good mood.

The Lord said that Pastor Kim Yong Do at the Lord’s church had become very popular in Heaven. As soon as the pastor is spiritually awakened, he will be able to visit Heaven with the Lord. I cannot wait until that day. The pastor oversees a small impoverished church on earth, but the Lord recognizes the value in him. I’m very thankful for that.

The pastor considers all my family as his own. He treats us with respect and dignity. The pastor gives himself to us without expecting anything in return. When I had visited Hell and battled with Satan, the Lord had increased my reward. The pastor’s reward and future home were increased. In fact, his house was bigger than mine. When I visited Heaven and had the opportunity to view my future home, I also saw the pastor’s home which was already 514 stories high.

I’m a new member at this church and I don’t know much about Brother Lee Haak Hee. I don’t know how much he has tithed to the church. After the pastor had explained the character of Brother Lee Haak Hee, I know more about him. As the pastor stated, Brother Lee Haak Hee is over 70 years old and he is physically limited. At his age, he has health problems. He has problems with his leg and it becomes uncomfortable walking. However, despite all of his limitations, he has faithfully attended church and held his position as an usher.

Other young adults have come and gone from our church. Their reasons for leaving have all been different. Some have left claiming there is no revival, some have left over temptations, and some have left for their own reasons. However, Brother Lee Haak Hee has been the only one who has stayed and persevered no matter what the circumstances or trials. He had always helped and supported the pastor. Even to this day, I have seen him attend church no matter how bad the weather is outside. He has never come to service late.

The Lord acknowledged our church worship and service is very pleasing and satisfying. It is very rare for any church throughout the earth to be very pleasing to the Lord. The Lord stated that there were many pastors who were leading their ministries based on their own passion and their own vision. And there were very few pastors who were leading their ministries based on the commandments of the Bible. I therefore had to ask the Lord about our pastor. The Lord said that our pastor is trying to do as the Lord commands and according to the Lord’s will. When I had told my pastor how the Lord had acknowledged him, the pastor was very grateful.

The Lord had told us He hadn’t thought about opening our spiritual eyes. But after our faithful daily prayers and spiritual battles with the demons as prayer warriors, we had caught His attention. The Lord had first thought we would eventually give up after a few attempts. However, after He had seen us faithfully pray without ceasing, He was very impressed and decided to open our spiritual eyes. He began to open our spiritual eyes, one at a time.

The conclusion of our 30 day prayer rally made me feel very unsatisfied. I was reluctant to end since I wasn’t spiritually awakened. I made a request to the pastor to extend it for a few more days. However, the Lord commanded me to obey the pastor’s decision. I was relieved to find out that we will have at least three prayer meetings per week. I‘m expecting to receive the spiritual awakening at our continued prayer meetings.

I have been living as a pastor’s wife for more than ten years. During our ministry, I had caused many difficulties which made the pastor go through many tough trials. I had to completely repent.

From the beginning of our relationship, the pastor and I had differences in our faith. Even as a youth, the pastor had a strong, unshakable faith. Whenever he had a problem, he prayed and trusted in the Lord. He was in total dependence on the Lord. Comparing our faiths, my faith was riddled with doubt and it showed in our prayers.

Although the pastor relied totally on the Lord, it appeared to me he lacked in financial ability to support his own family. However, as the years passed and my prayers strengthened, I realized by experiencing the Lord that God loved and valued my husband as a faithful servant. God’s love toward my husband was very deep. I had never prayed for lengthy periods that pleased the Lord. Last year in July, I began to pray with more discipline. As I spent more time with the Lord in prayer, the year 2005 began to brighten.

What is the ministry? What is the role of the Pastor’s wife? What is my function? I used to go to the prayer houses in Korea to find the answers to my questions. But my search was in vain. During the day, the pastor and I evangelized from place to place. We prayed throughout the night continuously, every single night. I became weak and my sickness became worse. I had pulmonary tuberculosis and struggled with the illness for a long time. I was constantly taking medication. However, when I met Jesus, I was dramatically healed from my illness. Now, I’m in perfect health.

Due to our ineffective and weak ministry, we didn’t find any means to grow our church. Our church rituals and routines were stagnant. One day, the Lord granted us a special opportunity. I prayed for many hours, but it seemed fruitless. My prayers were not effective or answered. It appeared our ministry was ineffective and our work was in vain. In the year 2005, the pastor decided to get out of our stagnant mode. Our service began with worship and a prayer of repentance. The pastor then continued with a powerful sermon. He used to preach for only an hour, but now his sermons last for two to three hours. Although the services last two or three hours, the congregation wanted more. The congregation members who participated in the 30 day prayer rally still felt unsatisfied and wanted more. As all aspects of our worship became longer, their hunger increased even more. When they attended the prayer rally, time wasn’t a factor anymore. Worshipping lasted three to four hours. The sermon went for at least three hours. Daily prayers last for up five hours. The pastor’s sermon was powered by the Holy Spirit and penetrated deeply into the hearts and spirits of the congregation. The Lord Jesus told me I would have a healing ministry through my Holy dance.

When I was told that, I became curious and asked the Lord specifically about the healing ministry. The Lord kindly explained through an example. There are certain spiritual levels to attain in order to perform healings through the Holy dance ministry.

For example, if I’m a junior in middle school, I wouldn’t be eligible or be able to comprehend. However, if I was a sophomore or junior in college, I would be eligible to perform the Holy dance healing ministry. Sister Baek Bong Nyu was only at a level of a freshman in middle school. But when we reach freshman in high school, we elevate to a higher position and we can slowly start to perform. Dancing in the Holy Spirit is not something one can practice or be trained in. One cannot create it on their own. It is something that can only be accomplished through the Lord’s grace.

I’m very grateful for the Lord’s special intervention. I was concerned about how to lead my fragile church according to the Lord’s will. My confidence was low and my fears were high. I witnessed church members defeated by evil spirits. I realized my foundation of thinking was ignorant and my Biblical knowledge was very limited. With an ignorant mind and limited knowledge, I was unprepared to battle in the spirit world. When I had realized this, I was very ashamed.

Many Korean pastors utilize their own method of teaching and ministering, based on their own philosophies. An external form of holiness portrayed in organized religion is prevalent, with no presence of the Lord in the services. I’m guilty of participating in organized religion. Whenever I hear “the Lord’s will be done,” my heart is in complete reverence, because the Lord has shown me the conditions of many Korean pastors and their congregations. I’m not going to Judge them, but am waiting upon the Lord to deal with these matters.  

The Lord has solved some of my common problems I couldn’t fix by myself, the same difficult problems other pastors are facing today. The Lord has helped us with these problems and gave me the perfect solutions for all of them. We have been chosen to live our entire lives for the Lord.

Pastors and their congregations will be judged according to their works. Their lives, efforts and thoughts will all be evaluated. Whether from mega churches or small ones, they’ll all stand before the Lord. All our deeds will be judged on that day.

Before, I used to attend seminars or read church advertisements that boasted of their newly built building. I was jealous, because their churches were built so quickly and housed huge congregations. They would sometimes claim it was because of revival. I felt inferior to all their success and was stressed out, because I felt like a failure. However, this doesn’t bother me anymore.

Each person lives his life according to his own standard. Many of our church members have told me people around them are stating that our church is a cult.

Let me quote a typical statement. “What kind of church would have a new believer speak in tongues? What kind of church prophecies, fights evil spirits, and has revelations of Heaven and Hell? One can only go to Heaven and Hell after one dies. Maybe there is a chance one can visit Heaven and Hell in a dream. But only once or twice can they visit. However, going to Heaven and Hell on a daily basis is impossible. It doesn’t make sense!” They attempt to draw my congregation members to their churches.

I boldly proclaim, “They’re right. We’ll go to Heaven or Hell once we die. But, it is with God’s almighty power that we are able to experience Heaven and Hell while we are still alive.” I, myself, having been ridiculed and taunted by my own immediate family and accused of mysticism, don’t care what they say. Heaven and our Lord is a great mystery. Although our appointed prayer rally has ended, we’ll continue to pray without ceasing. The divine experiences I have encountered and recorded have been condensed for the purposes of this book. If I had recorded every single experience, the amount of information would be overwhelming for one book. Therefore, I’ll record the other experiences on the next books. The Lord is still continuing His visitations and works after the appointed prayer rally. The Lord intervenes with all of our daily business. Haak Sung and Yoo Kyung have become very wise through their experiences.

The Lord had told me that He will give me an opportunity to write more books about Heaven and Hell. In our first book, we were short of space and couldn’t record some of the incredible scenes, but the Lord postponed the recording of those events to the next book. The next book will have much incredible and shocking content. Therefore, I am very cautious.

END OF BOOK #2